Introduction
Just a quick introduction as this is my first kinky essay. Hopefully as I continue to write these my writing will get better. This is one of my likes as it encourages me to do research on kinky things and get to better understand them and further, enjoy them in the bedroom. This is a great way for me to discover new things but also get new ideas for things I have done many times before. So without too much more rambling here is the first topic of discussion. Humiliation and how it...

...... He was all I needed and still need. Buried deep somewhere in me, my first and only Master managed to redeem my fantasies into reality, to feel, feel and live again.
Now I understand that a first Master is like a first love...exploring, innocent, deep and true. That's how I feel right now. Feelings are a strange "animal", especially in a relationship between M/s. They cannot be controlled, they erupt at a moment when you think you have control over them. I had that control...

Loves: humiliation, degradation, rules, wedgies,

Likes: petplay, lack of control, feet, bondage, small amounts of spanking, forced porn watching, vaginal play, hidden public, i like the randomness of dice but cant blame master if i get really shit roles, kinky research essays,

Neutral: Piss play, anal, clothing control (underwear only), forced exercise, small amounts of edges, body writing, gags, toothpaste (external)

Dislikes: Corner time, line writing,...

Last night was the the concert that I was conditioning myself for. The anticipation was almost unbearable! The opening band was one that I like, but all I could really think about was what would happen when my favorite male singer came on stage! Because of where I was standing, and all of the tall people in front of me, I couldn't see him at first; but the minute I finally saw him ... Instantly soaking wet!!! 😈

I spent the entire show horny as hell. My boobs almost popped out...

This is a list of things I have experienced for the first time in my life, in the course of my current DS :

- clit e-stim
- wooden clothespin on clit
- prolonged edge and denial
- something related to urinating without getting into details
- humiliation RP
- daily rituals
- constant Ownership symbol wearing
- sleeping on the floor
- prolonged thong wearing
- clit pain edging
- anal edging
- anal orgasm

Tomorrow night is the night. I will be going to see my favorite band and favorite male singer live in concert. I have seen many pictures of him over the last few days since my last update and have immediately stopped scrolling and had an orgasm each time. I have had as few as 3 orgasms one evening and as many as 7 another.

When I was scrolling social media tonight and came across his picture, I immediately got soaking wet followed of course by giving myself an orgasm. If I have successfully...

I'm sharing a folder of pictures from yesterday's session on Sir's instructions, I'll do it here similar to how we used to share the suffix of LE links, by giving the end of the mega link hoping some of you will know how to use it and it breaks no rules

/folder/s7xQQRIL#7rN-4BU5A0chctU-p9nHqw

Feel free to comment on here similar to under the LE posts, I know it's not the same and the anonymous aspect is thrown out the window but I thought we could give this format a try....