Pretty much died laughing when I read this. No really, I have bronchitis, laughing is legitimately dangerous for me right now.

I loved it! Especially the surprise twists. It was like the queue in Barb-a-queue. It made me look up Dripple ... who knew it was a word, now I dribble with anticipation, of more poetic participation

Well for what it's worth I think you're totally the dog's balls.

I, uh, I get that this is positive? I think? Creative rhymes!....??

Thanks for the insight. Sorry for this. It angers me right off because it's another example of pure sexism. Anyway, we have to cope with it somehow. I wish you the best for your model passion. Keep up playing safe, looking out for you, and care about your true self. I really like that about you.

Wonderful. Great scenario and well written. I like especially the last sentence.

That was a fun read. You are a a great writer and should do something like this more often.

Thank you for this comment, it is quite brave to post since this was very private.
Indeed the punishment was harsh, but it was needed (and like you say, you recognized that aftwerwards). Like An_Jon said, it was nothing sexual, it was nothing in a flash.
Not only getting the punishment was harsh, providing it was harsh as well. The real real real shit thing was that we could not chat like we usually do in situations like this.
Similarly like you had difficulties to do the punishment, I was restless for full day. I did send you several mails, just to confirm i was still there, just to confirm i was with you.
Luckily we could chat in the evening. We did for a few hours and all was good. Indeed the connection had grown.
I could explain all background but actually I think its better to keep that private. I only want to say,..the punishment was needed. When you had completed your cornertime, and when we were able to talk it over, the reason became clear. You recognized, no,.. were sooo happy you had taken punishment for this.

Sooo,..
Yes, I agree.
We ran into a 24/7 relation. Neither of us had planned that, neither of us had done that earlier. it is actually very strange, but it happened.
Our connection is intense.
The connection IS the power.

Sometimes we play very sexual. Often however we just talk about anything. The biggest thing however is her submission. Her total trust.
I have the power to break things. I "could" just come up with an extreme task and "see whether she survives". That would be betrayal. In stead, I always weight my task. I never play when drunk (and not a drip of alcohol when playing the edge). Any task she gets has been thought over and is given while fully being aware of the impact. New things I try carefully before getting intense. We stay in connection during each session.
Sure,.. she has the ability to use a safeword, but she never used it. I'm sure she would hate it when it was needed. She knows I care. She knows I'm not drunk. She knows I have a reason. Still, she will if it is needed.

I recently experienced this very point. My owner gave me one hour of corner time. This was a punishment for something i did and he told me it was time to think over the mistake I made. At the time, I didn't really understand what exactly I'd done wrong and I was angry about being punished; I thought it was unfair.
We were unable to chat about it at the time (something we usually do before such a harsh punishment)so it wasn't easy for me. But Sir told me to trust him and that he'd explain and talk about it later.

So I did. It was very difficult. That hour was a very long time to just stand there with my pants around my ankles, nose touching the wall, angry and upset. I knew I could just quit at any time. I could just go and watch some tv instead. Sir wouldn't see any of it. But I didn't. I just stayed there, just like Sir had told me to. Why? Because we have a relationship, built on trust. Quitting wasn't an option because I knew that if I did, I'd break that trust. Both my own and his. I wanted to complete this.

Of course, if something really violates limits, a safe word is nessecary, but it isn't something that I'd use on a whim, when I find a task or punishment is hard. It was the strong relationship and trust that helped me complete the punishment and I was proud that I'd done it afterwards. And yes, I did come to realise exactly what I'd done wrong and why I needed to be punished during that hour. If anything, it strengthened our relationship.

Could not agree with this more

Sounds interesting. Could you provide the link to that test? Like to take it myself.

Anyway I'd recommend to ask yourself what you have to offer as a sub. Any obstacles can be overcome if someone knows the rewards for it. I wouldn't let down any hope.

I bet I could shame your penis.

Wow. Thanks for the clarification. Glad to still get along with it somehow.

Wonderful poem. Love the topic.

Great story. I'd love to see the intricate corset that attached to your leg. That sounds very interesting.

Over a year later and I say yes.

I read this when posted too and must say you did a wonderful job.

Not sure, if I told you that before.

I was being nice by only giving you 50, never again then.

I've been thinking about this all day. I want to say something... but I don't know what to say. My battles are merely skirmishes compared to those of other people.

I guess I just wanted to say 'hello' in an existential sense. (Cringe. Facepalm.)

I have had depression for as long as I can remember and am in a particularly low place right now. Probably one of my lowest, so thank you for your post. I hope you are able to keep from falling in the depression pit of hell once more!

This has to be one of my favorite blogposts!

I love the way you wrote it, and im sure youll be helping quite some people with this.

You are a strong and courageous man, and im sure youll get through it. Thanks for cheering me up with this post, and just like Happy, im here as well if you ever want to talk o/