Its 2:10
Just my demons get more and more in my head and my wolf inside me cant hold it anymore

This is just a summed up situation of everything
And esp that curse i talked about in my earlier post


When i close my eyes
I see her... i see every girl i lost.. every friend...

Everything gets more and more crazy and i.just... want to go to bed without seeing them kiss


It... hurts so badly and im just crying...

Before i say anything,
This is a heads up for some people
I say stuff about my mental health and issues

Currently being held awake by my thoughts, i am going to head into another dark lonewolf point in my life soon

But i realised i have a curse, and it may sound silly but this has occurred to me because it happend over and over again

Basically the curse is... i will never have sex in my life and will stay alone

for the people that...

I... have been disobedient lately and i publicly admit it.. also i feel.guilty about it

I have recieved rules i had to be following like brushing my teeth every day 3 times... and eat something within a hour of waking up

But yet... recently it went wrong..

I started to brush my teeth from 3 times to twice 2 times and now... 2x 0 times .

Next to.that i aten not right like i was told and... did that twice

And im just... scared...

hey, i dont know how to start this blog
but ill go straight to the point.

when i was at work i.. just wanted to thank everyone i met through getdare with a personal touch.

i will soon start but.. just know if youre not on this list DONT WORRY!! im really forgetfull and i will make a part 2 for the people i missed.
heck i will even make more if i have to because sometimes this community doesnt know how awesome they are and i just want to show it

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NO DARES YET :3

Want to add stuff? PM me or threads

(note : when a dare isnt completed i get a pentalty and it will be public. also when a dare ages too much i also get a penalty)
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Master had given me the task to watch 4 video's, they were in total around 30 to 40 minutes.

after this im not allowed to cum anymore for the rest of the day

also i wasnt allowed to touch myself but only anal play and playing with my tip

I used 2 of my toys, the vibrator and the dildo but ....

i begged to be able to stroke myself and master was kind to give me 15 strokes...
Only i was a greedy dog and i wasted them

...

Since I got pointed out that my limit list had a problem. basically, my dislikes and limits were changed up
(sorry if i confused anyone)

but anyway, I need some tips to make my account better because i.. am not happy with my account yet.

And Yes I did look at alot of blogs already
But i just need some feedback if people have them atleast

Anyway thanks for reading
and if you have any sugestions for anything just let me know please