Maybe it's a religious upbringing; strict, couldn't care less, abusive, or absent parents; daddy issues; bullying; or whatever, lots of people have issues. These issues can manifest themselves in various ways, but often they lead to sexual and relationship preferences that many people might consider different at best, and abusive at worst. Naturally, the fact that you enjoy them, or think you would, and others consider them weird, makes you feel guilty, embarrassed and ashamed at your own desires, which...

Glance in eyes to slave Girl, before to reprobate her..
You know in life with others. And she 's not wearing underwear ...
It is possible to fuck in ass, and afterwards in a mouth... On laps to you will wash up your feet, and the belt itself will bring... Neither shame at it, nor honor... Simply whore - you will tell...
But who is now with her ?
But not in cuddles for a wife...
In fact she it does not for you. Tries me to please.
Even sometimes it is enough...