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A Subby Task - Report
Today I was given a task by Mr. Devious and Grandmasterflash:
I laid down in my bed, applied the nipple suckers to my nipples and started with my penguin. (Now, I haven’t done a review yet of the penguin, but it works by sitting overtop of your clit and instead of using vibrations, it uses airflow around the clit to make you cum. It is a very unusual feeling, but it works wonders!) This was only my second time using the penguin on my own and I still have not quiet learned the best way to make it the most effective. It took me a few minutes to get it positioned correctly and starting to feel good.
Once I did, I closed my eyes and tried to fantasize about being tied up and having Mr. Devious sucking on my clit. This is a fantasy that usually really works for me, and it didn’t disappoint me today. As I was fantasizing, I was slowly moved the penguin around a little bit, but I just couldn’t get from feeling good to getting close to edge. I normally can edge REALLY quickly and so when I don’t it does make me feel a little ‘broken’ and I get frustrated with myself. I waited another few minutes, but I really was just starting to give up, which wasn’t going to help at all.
Since I had previously had this discussion with Mr. D and Flash (knowing I am still inexperienced with this toy), I decided to switch things up a bit and grabbed my little bullet vibe. Before I turned it on, I twisted the nipple suckers even tighter, feeling the suction increase to max.
Mmmm this was much better. As soon as I turned on the little vibe, I was instantly 5x more aroused than I was getting with the penguin. I held the bullet against my clit and made slow circles at first, getting more and more aroused. As I got closer to the edge, I held the vibe directly against my clit, crossed my legs and squeezed my pelvic muscles together. The first edge was delicious. I love the feeling of that build and then ripping it away. The throb of my clit afterwards, the yearning for more. I didn’t rest long before I turned it on again.
I continued in this fashion for 7 more edges. However, edge number 9 was a little close to comfort for me. I was getting too worked up, and the little vibe has a flaw: it has a dial instead of an off and on button. This makes it a little more difficult to stop it suddenly. I decided to switch to holding the vibe with my hand again for the last edge. As it built, I rubbed the vibe around my clit and then pulled it away right at the last second. Ahhh! I was so ready to cum!
Now that I was so worked up, my juices making my thighs moist, I slipped my cold curved glass dildo into my warm princess parts. The cold ache was intense for a few seconds and I rocked it in and out, massaging my gspot. It was feeling SO good, so I decided to use the penguin again. As my clit was a little bigger from being turned on, the correct spot was easier to find. It was feeling really good, but it was hard for me to coordinate moving the dildo in and out while also holding the penguin where it was. So instead I angled the dildo into my gspot, closed my legs tightly around it and focused on the penguin.
After a few minutes, the edge was building and all of a sudden BAM! My brains exploded out of my head as I had a wonderful orgasm.
After the first orgasm, I didn’t want to continue playing at all. The penguin really does make my clit incredibly sensitive and it took a lot of effort for me to start again. But, I was tired and wanted to nap, so I decided to get it over with.
I took a few minutes to flip through some porn links and find something that I wanted to watch. I decided to pick a clip of something that I had watched recently so that it would help me picture it in my head. Once that was ready, I set it on my end table and then took the rope and tied one of my wrists up (I discussed with the boys that logistically using handcuffs would not work if they wanted me to fuck myself, so we decided on rope instead). I pushed play on the porn and then wrapped my scarf around my eyes and tied it securely.
I had forgotten to take the nipple suckers off, so I did (which fucking hurt!) and blindly rooted around on my end table until I found the nipple clamps. My nipples were super sensitive from the nipple suckers, and even pulling them to secure the clamps hurt enough to make me swear. But after a few seconds they calmed down enough to move on.
Now I had to secure my other wrist. I decided to give myself about a foot of leeway between the two. This was a lot trickier than I thought, and I should have done it before putting the scarf over my eyes. It wasn’t super tight, but it was enough that I couldn’t slip out, so I called it a success and moved on.
I had chosen the bumpy glass dildo to fuck myself with, but it is a bit short, so instead I first slipped it all the way inside me and realized that it fits just perfectly. It felt good and filled me up the perfect amount. I started the vibe on low and slid it up and down, going over my clit. My clit was so sensitive, and I didn’t think I would be able to touch it enough to get to even one edge. The porn was getting distracting. I personally like to watch porn, but usually keep the noise down. Some of the names and noises are off putting and I get more from being able to see what is going on. I tried to just relax and envision what was going on, but it was almost too distracting. Overtime, my clit was starting to desensitize and I started to turn the vibe up a bit and make little circles around my clit. The first edge wasn’t super strong, but I counted it anyways.
After the first edge, there was stuff happening on the porn video that I just didn’t want to hear. I tried to tune it out, but it wasn’t working and so I turned it off completely and instead went back to my own fantasies. The next 5 or 6 edges started to build up in intensity. After the 10th, I was starting to get a bit stiff (because of my shoulder injury) and I had to turn over on my side. This was a better angle, and it gave me a chance to fuck the dildo in and out. However, it also put added pressure on my clamps and one even fell off at one point. (reattaching it was a bitch!) Although it was getting pretty wet at this point. I realized I was more comfortable when I only used one arm, so I took the remote to the bullet in one hand and just tucked it against my clit, and then used the other hand to continue fucking myself.
I got to edge 20 and needed to take a break. My shoulder was just too sore, so I put the dildo back inside me, filling me up so completely, laid back on my back. With the bullet vibe nestled tightly against my clit, I closed my legs tightly and started to rock and forth on the bed with the vibe on high.
This made things so much more dangerous, but I managed to turn it off just in time for the last 10 edges. I was very turned on, and my legs were both sweaty and slick with my juices. It took every ounce of control to not just let myself cum.
I was very grateful to switch from the bullet vibe to my wand. It is so much more powerful, and much easier to control. It took be under 3 minutes to finish the last 10 edges. I was literally turning it on and then right back off. I was soooo close, I almost ruined more than more. Finally, after the 40th edge, I turned the wand and released. My muscles squeezed so tight that the dildo slid right out of me.
To be honest, I was exhausted afterwards. This was way more work than I have done to earn an orgasm in a long time, but it was also a lot of fun (with a few modifications). I don’t think I like self bondage very much, and I learned that I don’t like listening to porn at all, but I did very much enjoy this task.
Thank you to Mr. Devious and Grandmasterflash for this task and two very wonderful orgasms!
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For your first orgasm, you have to do some edges before you're allowed it. I think a good number is 10. You should do those using your satisfier penguin. Whilst you do those edges, you should have on your nipple suckers. Once you've done that, you have to blindfold yourself, and bring yourself to orgasm using the cruved glass dildo and the little bullet vibe.
Once I did, I closed my eyes and tried to fantasize about being tied up and having Mr. Devious sucking on my clit. This is a fantasy that usually really works for me, and it didn’t disappoint me today. As I was fantasizing, I was slowly moved the penguin around a little bit, but I just couldn’t get from feeling good to getting close to edge. I normally can edge REALLY quickly and so when I don’t it does make me feel a little ‘broken’ and I get frustrated with myself. I waited another few minutes, but I really was just starting to give up, which wasn’t going to help at all.
Since I had previously had this discussion with Mr. D and Flash (knowing I am still inexperienced with this toy), I decided to switch things up a bit and grabbed my little bullet vibe. Before I turned it on, I twisted the nipple suckers even tighter, feeling the suction increase to max.
Mmmm this was much better. As soon as I turned on the little vibe, I was instantly 5x more aroused than I was getting with the penguin. I held the bullet against my clit and made slow circles at first, getting more and more aroused. As I got closer to the edge, I held the vibe directly against my clit, crossed my legs and squeezed my pelvic muscles together. The first edge was delicious. I love the feeling of that build and then ripping it away. The throb of my clit afterwards, the yearning for more. I didn’t rest long before I turned it on again.
I continued in this fashion for 7 more edges. However, edge number 9 was a little close to comfort for me. I was getting too worked up, and the little vibe has a flaw: it has a dial instead of an off and on button. This makes it a little more difficult to stop it suddenly. I decided to switch to holding the vibe with my hand again for the last edge. As it built, I rubbed the vibe around my clit and then pulled it away right at the last second. Ahhh! I was so ready to cum!
Now that I was so worked up, my juices making my thighs moist, I slipped my cold curved glass dildo into my warm princess parts. The cold ache was intense for a few seconds and I rocked it in and out, massaging my gspot. It was feeling SO good, so I decided to use the penguin again. As my clit was a little bigger from being turned on, the correct spot was easier to find. It was feeling really good, but it was hard for me to coordinate moving the dildo in and out while also holding the penguin where it was. So instead I angled the dildo into my gspot, closed my legs tightly around it and focused on the penguin.
After a few minutes, the edge was building and all of a sudden BAM! My brains exploded out of my head as I had a wonderful orgasm.
Quote:
For your second orgasm, you first have to do 40 edges. You have to do these whilst blindfolded, and with your hands handcuffed in front of you. You have to put on one of your favourite porn videos whilst you do them. You're going to listen to it, but obviously not watch, because you're blindfolded. For these edges, for the first 30 you get to use the bullet vibe and a different dildo. One of the bigger, glass ones. For the last 10, you get to use your magic wand, along with the dildo. You should change over to the clover clamps for these edges, too. Once you've done those, you get to have your second orgasm, using the wand.
I took a few minutes to flip through some porn links and find something that I wanted to watch. I decided to pick a clip of something that I had watched recently so that it would help me picture it in my head. Once that was ready, I set it on my end table and then took the rope and tied one of my wrists up (I discussed with the boys that logistically using handcuffs would not work if they wanted me to fuck myself, so we decided on rope instead). I pushed play on the porn and then wrapped my scarf around my eyes and tied it securely.
I had forgotten to take the nipple suckers off, so I did (which fucking hurt!) and blindly rooted around on my end table until I found the nipple clamps. My nipples were super sensitive from the nipple suckers, and even pulling them to secure the clamps hurt enough to make me swear. But after a few seconds they calmed down enough to move on.
Now I had to secure my other wrist. I decided to give myself about a foot of leeway between the two. This was a lot trickier than I thought, and I should have done it before putting the scarf over my eyes. It wasn’t super tight, but it was enough that I couldn’t slip out, so I called it a success and moved on.
I had chosen the bumpy glass dildo to fuck myself with, but it is a bit short, so instead I first slipped it all the way inside me and realized that it fits just perfectly. It felt good and filled me up the perfect amount. I started the vibe on low and slid it up and down, going over my clit. My clit was so sensitive, and I didn’t think I would be able to touch it enough to get to even one edge. The porn was getting distracting. I personally like to watch porn, but usually keep the noise down. Some of the names and noises are off putting and I get more from being able to see what is going on. I tried to just relax and envision what was going on, but it was almost too distracting. Overtime, my clit was starting to desensitize and I started to turn the vibe up a bit and make little circles around my clit. The first edge wasn’t super strong, but I counted it anyways.
After the first edge, there was stuff happening on the porn video that I just didn’t want to hear. I tried to tune it out, but it wasn’t working and so I turned it off completely and instead went back to my own fantasies. The next 5 or 6 edges started to build up in intensity. After the 10th, I was starting to get a bit stiff (because of my shoulder injury) and I had to turn over on my side. This was a better angle, and it gave me a chance to fuck the dildo in and out. However, it also put added pressure on my clamps and one even fell off at one point. (reattaching it was a bitch!) Although it was getting pretty wet at this point. I realized I was more comfortable when I only used one arm, so I took the remote to the bullet in one hand and just tucked it against my clit, and then used the other hand to continue fucking myself.
I got to edge 20 and needed to take a break. My shoulder was just too sore, so I put the dildo back inside me, filling me up so completely, laid back on my back. With the bullet vibe nestled tightly against my clit, I closed my legs tightly and started to rock and forth on the bed with the vibe on high.
This made things so much more dangerous, but I managed to turn it off just in time for the last 10 edges. I was very turned on, and my legs were both sweaty and slick with my juices. It took every ounce of control to not just let myself cum.
I was very grateful to switch from the bullet vibe to my wand. It is so much more powerful, and much easier to control. It took be under 3 minutes to finish the last 10 edges. I was literally turning it on and then right back off. I was soooo close, I almost ruined more than more. Finally, after the 40th edge, I turned the wand and released. My muscles squeezed so tight that the dildo slid right out of me.
To be honest, I was exhausted afterwards. This was way more work than I have done to earn an orgasm in a long time, but it was also a lot of fun (with a few modifications). I don’t think I like self bondage very much, and I learned that I don’t like listening to porn at all, but I did very much enjoy this task.
Thank you to Mr. Devious and Grandmasterflash for this task and two very wonderful orgasms!
Total Comments 4
Comments
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Always good for you to learn what you do and don't like. Glad that, overall, it was a success. I imagine you are one happy Butterfly tonight. :-)Posted 06-22-2018 at 06:14 PM by Blue Fox 
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That's a very well written, informative post. Thank you.Posted 06-23-2018 at 06:32 AM by Grandmasterflash
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You did a wonderful job sweetie, even with the changes, which we knew were likely I'm glad you tried your best to do it as written. And it's nice to make you work for your orgasms once in a while. :PPosted 06-23-2018 at 07:07 AM by Mr. Devious
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It does exactly what the competition asked for as well, I look forward to the voting stages!Posted 06-30-2018 at 01:53 PM by Consensus
