I am not a submissive, but I do enjoy giving up control sometimes. Due to stresses in my life where I have had to be the one making decisions and being in control of so much, I decided to give up control of my orgasms for the rest of February to a special online friend.

With his permission, I will be documenting my experience of letting him control my sexual play the rest of this month here in this blog post. I am writing this on day 4 of 19 days of him being in control.

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