When I drink even a little red wine I get very, very horny. This is specially awkward when I drink during work parties. After about a glass (and certainly after two) I get so desperate that I often unbutton my top and expose my cleavage or my bra. My slutty cunt throbs and all I want to do is see a nice, hard cock .. or better yet, feel it in my hand and then shoved deep up my cunt.

Deep down I am just a submissive cunt, but in public I act like a strong and independent woman. I act like...

Heart. Beats. Fast
Breathing hard
Tension wild
Heavy as lard

Thoughts swirl round
Fog settles in
Feeling no more
Urge to sin

Fight the urge
Dont cause pain
Want so bad
Keeps me sane

I feel numb
Want to feel
It wont help
Need to heal

Overwhelmed
Way too much
All I need
Painful touch

Strength fill me
Fight the urge

...

I have had the opportunity to try a bunch of kinky things during the last 10 years of my life. I have had multiple Doms over the years and have really enjoyed experiencing many different kinks, toys, sensations and sexual acts.

I have always allowed my list of likes/dislikes/limits to be fluid and ever changing. I like to push my limits and sometimes find myself moving a hard limit into my likes or loves. I am a huge advocate for trying almost everything once. The only way to know if...

This afternoon, after my spankings (read about them here), Mr. Devious and I completed some of the custom edges that I received in my 6th Anniversary celebration thread.

Post #18:

Quote:

Originally Posted by Consensus

You have to edge without touching yourself - that is, you can't. You can have help, you can let someone else hold the wand or toys, but you can't be the one doing it. So, for this edge you may wish to be blindfolded and then let someone (or something) else do the work, you must only react.

Mr....

To celebrate my 6th Anniversary on getDare, I created a thread where people were able to give me spankings.

The final tally was as follows:

Hand - 69
With hand across both cheeks - 1
Cane - 11
Paddle - 17
Heart crop - 16
Chain o pain - 9
Wet spatula - 9
Flip flop - 37
Slipper - 1
Favorite toy - 1
Say "Thank you, Brat" - 1
Ruler - 1
Bouquet of flowers - 1

There were...

This blog is one of a big series to open up to the world.
I want to talk about one of my biggest mental issues that i always had.

And that is loneliness

To keep this part short. I lost alot of friends and i always wanted a girlfriend that just loves me for who i am

And even if not..
I just want to hug, kiss, cuddle and more, because i need physical contact. Because i want to do it for the other person and it makes me forget the world and be...

i dont know how to start this but..
Im just going to talk a bit here i guess, and finally open up to people about... my mind.

i hardly talk about this stuff.. but im going to post it here because i kinda have to talk.


in the course of my life, i have been dealing with many mental illnesses.
like depression,extreme anxiety,bipolar and much more

i have searched help after a long fight and even considered uhm
...