Its hard to stop cutting.

Ive been sworn to stop cutting by like my best friend... I dont want to... And i'm trying so hard... Bu today temptation gave in and i got my blade... I can still remember it.... The rush of adrenaline ass i pulled out the razor... The grin in my face as cold hard metal met my skin... The extestacy of the blade running deep into the skin... The feeling un matched by anything and everything! the deep scars may stay but they replace the intense pain i had before. UH! Its so hard to explain. Its the perfect blend of pain and release. The only way out i knew... This is the hardest thing ive ever done.... Every moment i want to do it more and more.... i look at the scars and smile at the pleasure they brought... But i have to stop.... Its so hard... I dont want comments to this so the commenting is close... I just needed to rant...

---Travis aka knots