The last few days, so many ideas have been floating around in my head. Lovely, sexy, thoughts that are making my princess parts achey and desperate for attention.

I thought I would torture myself just a little bit more and write some of them down as I very curious to explore some of these areas if the right partner were to present themselves.

Most of these things I would not be able to voluntarily do. I would need somebody to push me into trying them. I would need them...

Hi
I was incarcerated for a lot longer than I expected
No time off for good behaviour
In fact added time for my bad behaviour
I am on probation now but free
Hope to resume my old ways soon

Have you ever met a person who just draws you in? It's as if your energy is attracted to theirs. You can't resist getting closer. You feel helpless as you are pulled towards them.

That is how I am feeling today.

I have been talking to a local Dom. He is very nice, handsome, well known in the kink community. He makes very pretty floggers (I will post photos of my new rainbow one soon). His interests line up pretty closely with my curiosities.

We have been...

First time I sucked a dick. Ah yes. I was in 8th grade, about 13 years old. It was about this time that I was questioning my sexuality and gender.

I was secretly crossdressing and wanted a friend I could confide in. My next door nieghbors (who were twins, the kind that look different) hung out with me a lot. So I got an idea.

I would "accidentally" let one of them see that I was wearing panties by pulling them into a small wedgie and hiking up the back of my...

Hey people, i really am sorry that i have been inactive this past... week or 2

I had vacation and really needed some time

But also i have some good news
I sortof had my first time last weekend
And it was awesome

Only i diddnt really fit that good
U_U im cursed of being big

But i.will make a.post about that soon
Also one thing is sure, i have a irl pet now *smiles*
Anyway hold on tight for more info later!!...

This week I really feel like I am failing ...

I have been taking hormones this week again, hoping to get ready for making a baby. They are awful honestly. They make me grumpy, emotional, nauseous and give me headaches. They also tend to make my blood sugar numbers surge. And that is a problem because I cannot get approval for fertility treatment unless my blood sugars are within target. So it is a frustrating never-ending cycle.

I am talking with a new potential Dom. We...

Today is worm Jaro's birthday! We know that Jaro loves feet, so we thought we would use ours to wish him a happy birthday:



For Jaro's birthday, I have ordered him a new stroker and a very special ball stretcher trainer kit. They have been delivered to me and I will be using them with him when he comes to visit. I might also have a few other surprises up my sleeve for when he gets here, but he doesn't get to know about those until...