Last week I was sitting in the parking lot of a local "guy" (car stuff, tools, etc.) store, waiting while Mr. Devious shopped for a birthday gift for his dad. It just so happens that on that day (November 5th) in 2016, I was sitting in the exact same spot, doing the exact same thing - searching getDare while I waited.

It was that day that I came across a blog written by a user whose name at the time was Jaroface. He wrote about how he was kinky but he wasn't sure if he was submissive....

Being a Domme can be heavy burden to bare. It is a lot of responsibility - or at least it should be! When you ask somebody to be yours, you are committing to their well being, to their safety, to their best interest. At least this is how I feel as a Domme.

I spend a lot of time thinking about worrying about the horrible things that I make my subs do, about the things that I forbid them from doing, about the impact that I want to have in their lives. Sometimes I lose sleep about it. I...

Today started with a shameful piss. I was in the squatting whore position on the toilet and couldn't help but sprinkle a bit of piss on the floor. My orders from RST were to press my face into this and say "I am a dirty filth pig" while rubbing the piss into my skin. I was allowed a 2-minute shower to clean myself.

I woke up covered in writing from last night and the shame made me cringe.

Today I am dressed in piggy clothing for breakfast and am not wearing any...

Today was a travel day.

My first piss of the day was squatting over the tub as instructed. I cleaned myself with cold water and then moved along to breakfast.

I spent a good portion of the day doing such mundane tasks as driving and buying groceries.

Today I wore a black dress with easy udder access and a white bra, no panties. I drove with my udders out again to reinforce my pig status.

I am on a farm tonight, listening to the sheep in the...

My biggest kink is control. As a sub, the thought of losing control is freaking hot! Bondage is a great way to take control. The feeling of being helpless - not able to move, move closer to the pleasure or away from the pain. Being blindfolded so you can't see what is coming, focusing on the sensations you are experiencing. Gags add just another layer to that. You are taking away my voice. My ability to talk, object, express myself. You are muting me. And the thought of which makes my clit tingle! ...

As I am not allowed to piss in the toilet, this morning I used the bathtub again. I was naked and drew my knees up and spread my legs. Afterwards I rinsed with cold water.

I await his orders for today.

12h14

I spent some time on a pool lounger this morning with only a slutty dress permitted. No underwear of course. It is low-cut and my udders bounce when I walk.

I had to stay on the lounger, no crossing my legs, and handwrite a story according...

I am taking a solo roadtrip for six nights and have been instructed to keep a public record of my humiliations for RST's pleasure.

He had me drive in a dress and nothing else, with my udders fully exposed hanging out the front of the dress and my bare cunt touching the seat.

I then had to pull over next to the highway in a secluded spot and submit to a punishment he had given me.

I had failed to meet the weight requirement he places on me and had shamefully...