This blog is one of a big series to open up to the world.
I want to talk about one of my biggest mental issues that i always had.

And that is loneliness

To keep this part short. I lost alot of friends and i always wanted a girlfriend that just loves me for who i am

And even if not..
I just want to hug, kiss, cuddle and more, because i need physical contact. Because i want to do it for the other person and it makes me forget the world and be...

i dont know how to start this but..
Im just going to talk a bit here i guess, and finally open up to people about... my mind.

i hardly talk about this stuff.. but im going to post it here because i kinda have to talk.


in the course of my life, i have been dealing with many mental illnesses.
like depression,extreme anxiety,bipolar and much more

i have searched help after a long fight and even considered uhm
...