I have been continuing my search for a Dom ... a long, up and down journey. It's tough honestly. I have wanted to give up multiple times, but I know that when I find the right person, it will be worth it. It is so magical to find the right fit for you.

Throughout my search, I have come across a handful of men who I have had a seemingly amazing connection with. We can talk for hours. We stay up and talk about anything and everything together. Conversation is effortless.

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So a few guys have been giving me dares to masturbate in public and i’m not quite there yet. I figured some practice would help

I was given an easier dare a few days back (can’t seem to find it again, so if it was you, let me know so I can credit you for it!). The dare was essentially to masturbate with my apartment door open using my cum dildo and after orgasm, to lay there 5 minutes...(that was the part that really scared me...5 whole freaking minutes!)

I decided to...