I also have injured myself while doing some dares. Nothing too bad, luckily, but when you are bleeding you should stop and care about your wounds. And learn for the next time. It's nobodies fault, some parts and some people are just a bit more sensitive than others. Shit happens, as you say.

Aww Miss Butterfly, I knew you found me adorable!! And I don’t know what you’re talking about with being a brat, I’m clearly an angel!

You took such good care of me when I was rudely flung out of the subby-headspace I was sinking into! Even though it wasn’t quite the session we’d hoped for, it was definitely a memorable one and I’m looking forward to when we can eventually have a full phone play time !

I understand where your feelings come from and they make a lot of sense. I know I wouldn't want to have to wear a collar all the time, but the ritual of "being collared" and what that means is a good one.

But its not something to take lightly. I really hope you will find someone who you will feel comfortable enough with to let him collar you.

My sympathy with you, Butterfly. I hope you find support by the many real friends you have to comfort you in this time of pain.

People are cunts to good people. That is all.

You are better than this babe xx

Words really do fail when it comes to feelings of betrayal, especially after such a long period, when bonds should be deepening. It throws everything out of order.

I'm sorry you're going through this. At least you're aware now, and can move accordingly. Someone mistreated what you gave them, that is not on you, and it is no worthless thing to give love, give care, and risk being open.

People suck! Seriously, this makes me mad!
I'm sending you lots of hugs dear Princess!

Sounds shitty, I can imagine how raw you are right now. Sending hugs. You’ll bounce back from this as you always do….

This is a really good trait. Keep this for real life! Nevertheless, in game mode, you can still be a toy without betraying your personality
Just make sure you are able to draw the border like "This is real life, now I am a smart woman", and "This is a fun game, now I am a brainless toy". I think a smart woman can switch between those two. A brainless toy certainly can't

Oh, and I like brats, they are fun

Wow! This must have been a big dare for you stepping out of your comfort zone. I have to admit I'm a bit jealous of your edging capabilities. I'm glad you had so much fun same that you were allowed such a splendid orgasm!

I know this is a huge step for you but I am super happy for you that you can do it and it turns you on.
Yay for toy-ness!

You should go edit this to be in third person as toy

Thenk you Butterfly for sharing some very intimate fantasy you heve. The dropping off for one weekend in condition of TPE, yes is extrem, but in the your option can be realistic and doable with right conditions.

Given mutual trust and all safe play code of BDSM respected, in the fantasy you tend to immagine he is total stranger to you and Mr. Devious, only a stranger for you (maybe friend of he but you not know) or some one you both know?

Take care
sabina

He is soooooo cute!! Congrats and you are so lucky!! Very envious!

Ahw, they definitely have good puppy eyes!

Meatball is absolutely the cutest! I'm glad that he is bringing joy into your life! x

I'm so sorry to hear this, I hope in some way you both can settle whatever the differences were and still be friends in the end!

Cool fantasies!

I'm really surprised about your TPE fantasy. It seems like pretty extreme. I understand that fantasy, I have it too, but in practice? I am not sure.

I've never seen anything so silly-cute!! (God, how I wish I had a small friend of my own! Alas, I can't even keep plants alive - never mind relationships...)

your puppy is adorable!!!!