A random assortment of reports, thoughts, ramblings and information. Pretty much a view inside my wonderfully complicated, sometimes broken, and entertaining mind.
New beginnings
I have realized recently that I have been very very unhappy in many aspects of my life. In the past month, I have realized that I deserve better.
I have thought a lot about a lot of things, and I have finally made some decisions. Tomorrow I am starting the ball rolling on the biggest of these changes.
I am scared ... I don't like the unknown. I don't like the uncertainty of not knowing where I will be a year, 2 years, 5 years from now.
But at the same time, change is exciting. I am not going to elaborate on what changes I am making at this time, but they are big life changing changes. Every part of my life is basically being overhauled. I can be whoever I want to be, do whatever I want to do.
For the first time in years, I feel free and so incredible happy.
This past month has been one of the hardest months of my life, but it has also been one of the most wonderful, mostly because of the support of one person in particular (he knows who he is).
I couldn't have done this without you.
I am scared but I am strong.
I am nervous but I am excited.
I am anxious but I am determined.
Here is to the start of new beginnings!!!
I have thought a lot about a lot of things, and I have finally made some decisions. Tomorrow I am starting the ball rolling on the biggest of these changes.
I am scared ... I don't like the unknown. I don't like the uncertainty of not knowing where I will be a year, 2 years, 5 years from now.
But at the same time, change is exciting. I am not going to elaborate on what changes I am making at this time, but they are big life changing changes. Every part of my life is basically being overhauled. I can be whoever I want to be, do whatever I want to do.
For the first time in years, I feel free and so incredible happy.
This past month has been one of the hardest months of my life, but it has also been one of the most wonderful, mostly because of the support of one person in particular (he knows who he is).
I couldn't have done this without you.
I am scared but I am strong.
I am nervous but I am excited.
I am anxious but I am determined.
Here is to the start of new beginnings!!!
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I'm excited for you, whatever it is you're embarking on.
I hope that, in a year or 5, you look back on this month and realize your life has grown and changed beyond your wildest dreams - that you have grown and changed beyond your wildest dreams.Posted 07-26-2014 at 10:24 AM by madl 
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Thank you. I hope that wherever I am in 5 years (and I know where I want to be), that I can look back at this and think "What was I so scared of".Posted 07-26-2014 at 10:53 AM by Butterfly
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Go get em girl.You got this!!!!Posted 07-26-2014 at 11:05 PM by 2bchew
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I am so very proud of you! ♡Posted 07-28-2014 at 05:03 AM by Mr. Devious
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Thank you everybody, and thank you Sir.
It has been an incredibly hard week, but I hope it is going to be worth it in the end.Posted 08-01-2014 at 01:52 PM by Butterfly
