Yes, I remember that from my 31-day challenge! Near-constant sexual thoughts, even when talking with people, and feeling like I could become erect and cum at any time in about ten seconds. Going about my life in a constant state of intense sexual energy was a different state of mind. When I finally did cum after the 31 days, I was most looking forward not to experiencing the pleasure, but just to feeling the tension and longing drain out of me. It still felt great, but just getting the release was by far what I wanted at that point.

35 days! You are now well past my maximum. Your observation about feeling relaxed is quite interesting. That's not what I would have expected. And - all the best with the trip to the hospital next week. I do hope it is smooth and successful! :-)

It does sound like your mistress is giving you a good time with the ongoing denial. I will see how things go. The constant arousal is very fun indeed.

Hi darkblue - I'm still following your blog. I am glad you are having fun with your mistress - it is more fun with someone else. I ended my denial after 17 days, as I was getting to distracted by it "in real life," which I can't afford. I've been so busy I haven'even logged in here all week. After finally ejaculating on April 10, I did again on the 12th (accidentally when I got too close to the edge) and again on the 14th (intentionally). Now I'm back to 6 days, though I'm not trying to be in denial right now. On another topic, I was sorry to read your post about the tumor. I hope the treatment goes well and that you recover fully.

Ahh man, I’m sorry to hear that. Wishing you every best wish for a speedy recovery. Thinking of you dude!

Wishing you the best recovery ❤️ And I’ll happily follow your journey of getting better♥️ Please keep us updated

Good luck with everything. Try to stay positive, even though I know that is hard. Surround yourself with things that make you happy.

Wish you the best recovery. Beat that tumor.

Hopefully it all works out. Sorry the brain tumor is active again.

I agree about the orgasm. I finished my 31-day denial by masturbating on my back on my bed, naked. I got a fully hard erection, but (maybe not surprisingly) I came very quickly, within seconds of getting my penis coated with lube and starting in with full strokes. It was definitely not the most intense orgasm I've had. There was not as much semen as I expected, and the spurts were less strong than I expected - they mostly landed on my stomach. It still felt wonderful, but not the mind-shattering level of pleasure I wanted or expected I would have.

Actually I meant that the longer I spend in denial, the easier it gets to get an erection. Like just now. I woke up totally hard. I pushed my underwear off and spent about 20 minutes thrusting against the sheet. The last 5 minutes was one long continuous edge. By that point I was so horny I had to roll over and stop or I was afraid I'd lose control. Ten days and sticking with it.

This is a really great PM dare list!
You must be a genius ^u^

Nine days, zero orgasms for me. I'm still not desperate, though it is easy to get hard as a rock. So far, so good!

You're welcome, and I like it, too! Enjoy being an orgasm master - that would be an interesting experience. For my 31-day denial last year, I had a lady in charge of me for the last two weeks. She kept giving me 24-hour no-touch periods, which was horrible. After not cumming for 2+ weeks, I'd much rather be able to touch and edge than have to basically be a monk. Not being able to do anything at all about the ache in my penis takes a lot of willpower. Maybe you can chat and find out from her what's easy and what is tough for her, and then manage her denial with that in mind.

One week for me now. It's not too bad yet, but I also really wouldn't mind having a good cum. I masturbated for a while this morning and easily got right to the edge.