Loves: ♥Filling my diaper/underwears with _____♥, Diapers (wetting and messing), Edging, OD, Chastity, Humiliation, Safewords


Likes: Bondage, Petplay, ABDL, Toys, Anal, Enemas, Wedgies, Body writing, Degrading, Tickling, Spaking, Sissy


Soft Limits: Overnight bondage, Ice, Discrete public, Laxatives, CBT



HardLimits: Social suicide, Public, Illegal, Extreme pain, Blood, Long Term, Unsafe, Family & friends, Providing personal...

Becoming an Edging Toy

#19 - Becoming an Edging Toy - The magic number 100

After doing yesterdays remaining 16 edges a new challenge was awaiting me and it involved pushing myself ... and I could even choose between them:

First option:
Doing 170 edges until bed time

Second option:
Doing 100 edges consecutively in a single session.

I chose the second option ... and because I wanted to make it a bit more interesting a had...

Dildo's/plugs/vibrators

• Small metallic anal plug.
• Silicone apple-sized red butt plug
• Set of 3 long black but plugs (my penis, medium and large)
• One short and long shower dildo, to fill my ass with shower water.
• One beaded pink dildo with 8 beads, the bigger one the size of a big marble.
• One beaded red dildo with 5 beads, the smalles one the size of an acorn, and a pig tail at the end <3
• One small plastic straight dildo and a larger one (stake sized!).
• One XXL blue soft silicone dick,

...

Power exchange relationships are complicated. When you are ethically non-monogamous and have multiple dynamics and relationships, it is even more complicated. It takes a LOT of organization and communication to make it work.

Each of my dynamics have different but similar systems in place to make things run smoothly. We have a list of rules, a spreadsheet to track tasks and deadlines, folders for pictures and media, journal entries, calendars to track free time, tasks, play time, date...

This was a long time coming and has now been decreed by a lovely getDarian.

Note that the Power of Blue has fizzled out.



Butt plugs

• Small plug - black, 9 cm (3.5") insertable length, 3.5 cm (1.4") width
• Medium plug - pink, 12 cm insertable length (4.7"), 4 cm (1.5") width
• Large glass plug - Icicles no. 14 - clear glass, 10 cm (4") insertable length, 4.5 cm (1.8") width
• Large silicone plug (mostly used as dildo as it doesn't

...

Becoming an Edging Toy

#18 - Becoming an Edging Toy - Edging gone crazy

After yesterdays "getting hard" challenge I was required to do more ... a lot more in fact.

My master thought I had it too easy with the dice game a couple of days ago ... so I had to do it all again, and even do the 4th roll twice

I got kinda lucky with the first two rolls again. I rolled a 1 and a 2. Which were 30 edges and I breezed through kinda easily. As I wrote...

Becoming an Edging Toy

#17 - Becoming an Edging Toy - A game of hardness

Today was quite the interesting challenge and quite the opposite of what I normally do. My master picked a favorite porn video of mine I needed to watch. The catch: I wasnt allowed to get hard!

The video was 16 minutes long and I had to time myself. Everytime I got hard I was required to stop the video and wait until I soft again. While timing timer was still going. Depending on my performance...