I asked about the rules and these should break none, as there's only ass cheeks and no insertions or visible asshole or any other prohibited things.


The goal of this blog post is to illustrate what kind of marks I'm left with after a specific amount of spanking, because everyone might have a different interpretation of "hard" or "as hard as you can", I thought this would give a more accurate idea of what mine is by stating exactly what has been done here and...

Something worth taking a note of about how my two weeks of online DS relationship have affected me, is that for as long as I can remember I have always had brutal abuse scenarios and fantasies going around and around in my head, I don't even know when it all started as I had them way before I had any understanding of sexual things or even knew BDSM existed.

Lately since I discovered the pleasure of getting pain and being controlled but with my consent, I can't even go back to that, I...

Hey everyone. I just wanted to post here to apologize for being a bit slow on completing these dares you have all given me. As some of you know I live in Southern California and as of right now we are experience a huge heat wave. Its been like 80 degrees at midnight and even as I am currently typing this at close to 6pm its 98 degrees. This has made me just feel sluggish as well as harder to do some public tasks. Just wanted to let you all know. It is supposed to die down soon so hopefully once that...

Disclaimer : this will be somewhat dramatic but it's meant for me to vent and express myself, I know that technically things are not that big of a deal, but I'm a sensitive person and acknowledging my thoughts and emotions through writing is therapeutic and doesn't do no harm.


Something strange I couldn't have predicted happened as I got closer to having to say goodbye to my Dom. A forgotten task, a failure, turned into somewhat of an obsession.

On one of our first...

I uninstalled Kik for now and am definitely stepping away from this whole thing.

I do not know however if yes or no I'll be playing with the community again in the future, it's a possibility I would be foolish to deny. This is why I will be addressing a related point here, while the thought is still fresh in my mind.

I wanted to put it out there that if anyone plays with me in the future, that will be either casual, or secondary, and you have to know that the second my Dom...

For the people who were waiting for an update.

Things didn't work out the way I wished, I don't need to say how I feel about it at this point.

Not sure I will have anything to do with this stuff if it's without him, I tried but I can't.

Sorry for any projects that I didn't honor because of this, I hope you will understand.



Thank you all for the great time we had, you know yourselves.

PS :

1- I...

1- do you feel very motivated to please your Dom, like their pleasure is yours ?

2- when you fail at doing a task for your Dom, do you want to improve and keep trying until you get it, or do you simply wish they won't be mad and not ask you to do it again ?

3- have you had feelings similar to love for your Dom ?

4- when you think of replacing your Dom by another one, is that an easy thought to conceive ?

5- do you feel more compelled to push...