One of the items on my bucket list is to build and try a tack bra. Well, before I ruined a bra, I wanted to try the sensation to see if I could even handle it.

As I was at a hotel, alone (while Mr. Devious was at a work meeting), I decided that now was a great time to try the pads.

I started with a pad (yes, the kinds we use for periods). I cut off the adhesive wings and poked tacks through the adhesive part of the pad. I was hoping that the stickyness would help to keep...

One of my bucket list items for this year is to wear panties every day and start a log, including pictures of the panties that I wear. Well I officially started this today and my log, including my first post from today is available here https://www.tumblr.com/blog/juliejulieallisonpanties

So Doopie is still hiding. A friend of mine told that when his ball python got loose, she fee roamed the house for 5 weeks before finally showing up because she was hungry.

I've decided to leave her water and heat lamp set up in our room. And then I'll leave the door closed. And just let her do her exploring and simply wait for her to show up. When feeding day comes again (monday) I'll get a mouse, and put it in the terrarium with a ramp for the snake to get in, but not out. Maybe that...

In my short time here I have really come to enjoy this place. Never before have I been so accepted for what I am, whatever that may be (sissy/trans/girl). There have been so many accepting and helpful people here from those that post on my threads, vote on my pills, send me messages and of course all of my wonderful sissies in my sissy training program. I just wanted to say thank you so much and I am excited to see what else I can do, learn and experience.

likes (will do): hidden public, semi-public, outdoors, edging, masturbation, oral, pics
pushing (curious, will try): pee, bondage, public, cum eating, cock sucking, pics/video /w face, online, account control, exposure
dislike (not sure): bladder control, humiliation, pain, anal, cross-dressing
limits (wont't do): blackmail, real name, extreme pain, scat, blood, family/friends, illegal, permanent, CBT, social suicide

So it's been almost 31 hours since she got out.
I've done all the laundry in our room, so there's no more clothes for he to be hiding in. Just a bunch of half unpacked boxes from when we moved in.

Now I gotta unpack all those boxes, and hope that the heat lamp set up I put down by the floor is successful at coaxing her out of hiding.

This is something that I am struggling with right now, and I thought I would share my frustrations and get some opinions, if you are willing to offer them.

I am a tad bit needy. When I am in a relationship, I want to spend time with that person. I want to get to know that person. I want to know how their day was, if their grandma is having surgery, or if they watched a really funny movie. I want to be friends first, and D/s second.

It is especially important for me to...