I haven't been much on here for a couple of weeks, and since I've had a bit of time recently, I wanted to write a blog entry but wasn't sure what I could talk about, that was until a blog post I've seen recently inspired me to write a similar one, and the idea is to list some of the punishments I remember receiving. I'll start from most recent and work my way from there.

• No sexual stimulation of any type for a week and a couple of charging cord "whiplashes" on my pussy.

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Denied from touching my pussy this month, I have been relying on anal stimulation, until I hurt my asshole and was no longer allowed to use that for a few days, which left me with very few options.

After stimulating externally the entrance of my anal route without any penetration to 3 edges using my electric toothbrush, I started to feel underwhelmed and like that wasn't going to take me anywhere.

A bit of teasing all over the place can help sometimes so I started running...

I'd like to talk about something new I've experienced yesterday as well as how weird I just woke up after it, and it's partly inspired by what I just sent my Dom when I woke up to this realization.

The last couple of weeks have been marked by discovering new sexual abilities in my body such as edging and cumming anally which I have been making great use of, some times more successfully than others.

Up to now I only always relied on the vibrations of the thin tip of an electric...

I don't know if what I'm about to describe is a common sentiment, if it's valide or not, but it never hurts anyone to share.

Some days every part of my body screams I need aftercare, and I can't honestly always justify why. I feel like I want to disconnect from the BDSM world, I can't bring myself to wear my Ownership symbols and looking at them makes me feel bad. I feel a strong need to wear something comfy and casual and cute and colorful and, just surround myself with cozy and clean...

Today I started stimulating anally with the goal of making use of my newly acquired skill as that's the only way I'm allowed to cum when I'm denied now that I am able to do it.

I tried so hard to focus on heterosexual fantasies, or even just nothing, or even aliens or robots at one point just as to avoid breaking my recent no homosexual fantasies/porn rules. I was so helplessly not excited enough by those thoughts to cum, stuck on the edge, eventually got close enough but had what felt...

This is a list of things I have experienced for the first time in my life, in the course of my current DS :

- clit e-stim
- wooden clothespin on clit
- prolonged edge and denial
- something related to urinating without getting into details
- humiliation RP
- daily rituals
- constant Ownership symbol wearing
- sleeping on the floor
- prolonged thong wearing
- clit pain edging
- anal edging
- anal orgasm

I'm sharing a folder of pictures from yesterday's session on Sir's instructions, I'll do it here similar to how we used to share the suffix of LE links, by giving the end of the mega link hoping some of you will know how to use it and it breaks no rules

/folder/s7xQQRIL#7rN-4BU5A0chctU-p9nHqw

Feel free to comment on here similar to under the LE posts, I know it's not the same and the anonymous aspect is thrown out the window but I thought we could give this format a try....