Today was the first day that Sam and I experienced some hate speech during our wedding planning. Now, hate speech isn’t something new to either of us. We have heard people make snarky comments to our face and even behind our backs...I can’t even count on my hands how many times I have been told that I am going to Hell. (But so be it, if I live the rest of my life happy, I’m fine with being sent to Hell!) Anyway, Sam and I are used to the rude remarks and facial expressions but I have never gotten visibly...

Early this year, in September, my BF (J for short) and I went to the Pacific Northwest for a short vacation. Even though it rains a lot, the western corner of Washington, just south of the Canadian border, is amazingly beautiful in summer and autumn. Winters can be dreary, but then summers are so gorgeous that they more than make up for the depressing winter cold and rain. We visited the lavender fields and then drove to the Olympic National Park, the only remaining rain forest in the continental United...

I want to preface this blog by stating that I have the most amazing group of play partners (casual and more than casual) and friends that I value so so much. This blog is in now way a jab at any of them and none of them have done anything specifically that has triggered this feeling or the things I will discuss in this blog. You are all phenomenal and I adore you all.

Now ... the point of this blog ...

I am feeling lonely

I am sure you are thinking: "But...

Hey peeps, im back since some time.
I kinda wanted to talk about a few things that im wanting to do and want to work on.

Lets start with number one

Fabroulette *all fetishes*
I was browsing through fabroulette and i really seen a lack of good scat dares.

So i decided to make faproulette dares for people here.
From normal dares to feet to scat.
If people want me to make a dare then just PM me ^^
Ill be starting soon
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This is something that I remembered from years ago

I've shared experiences I have had of seeing barefoot women at work or other places

This is something I remembered from a course I did about three years ago

There was this woman sitting across from me, being honest I had my suspicions that she got barefoot in class

My thoughts were proven right one time when I decided to head to the toilet

I look across and she has her shoes on...

Whoever was the first person to think of the PM dare...well I'd like to congratulate them!

I think it is a lovely way to break the ice and start a conversation with someone, maybe some would say we should know someone first before sending dares...but with PM dares it seems fair to send unless someone states only people they know to do this in their profile.

Over time, these have become more elaborate in peoples posts, and it is good to see the creativity they can display,...

My Statues:

I had to go to the doctor yesterday, due to having pain that felt like my ribs area and my shoulders were on fire. The doctor told me it was from the condition of the tenderness that I am still dealing with. Let me tell you, that it was really bad. As of right now, I go to sleep and then wake up in the middle of the night. It is not fun at all. I would give anything for a solid night of sleep. The last time did have that was back before the wrecked. I am taking Ibuprofen because...