Chaotic thoughts.

...... He was all I needed and still need. Buried deep somewhere in me, my first and only Master managed to redeem my fantasies into reality, to feel, feel and live again.
Now I understand that a first Master is like a first love...exploring, innocent, deep and true. That's how I feel right now. Feelings are a strange "animal", especially in a relationship between M/s. They cannot be controlled, they erupt at a moment when you think you have control over them. I had that control before I met HIM. Now I belong to him completely. I won't mention that my body, my mind, my holes and my feelings are his. He knows it. Thank you for let me being your slave ( I hope still), Master ... !