I don't know if what I'm about to describe is a common sentiment, if it's valide or not, but it never hurts anyone to share.

Some days every part of my body screams I need aftercare, and I can't honestly always justify why. I feel like I want to disconnect from the BDSM world, I can't bring myself to wear my Ownership symbols and looking at them makes me feel bad. I feel a strong need to wear something comfy and casual and cute and colorful and, just surround myself with cozy and clean...

I honestly want somebody to get to know me me and my trust learn my filthy desires and then blackmail me use my social media put me under strict parental controls make me dress in the skimpiest dresses in the shortest skirts and make me take dick all day and night I'm seeking a mistress or a goddess not a master or a man trans women are women

Today I started stimulating anally with the goal of making use of my newly acquired skill as that's the only way I'm allowed to cum when I'm denied now that I am able to do it.

I tried so hard to focus on heterosexual fantasies, or even just nothing, or even aliens or robots at one point just as to avoid breaking my recent no homosexual fantasies/porn rules. I was so helplessly not excited enough by those thoughts to cum, stuck on the edge, eventually got close enough but had what felt...

I discovered something online called Project University. It’s a website online that allows people to create a type of university game with custom classes and tasks. I’m currently joined a university called Muse. Im majoring in Public Relations so a few of my classes require me exposing myself online and talking about my classes publicly. I decided that this is the best spot for me to do so. I encourage anyone to comment or DM me anything. Wether is humiliating or encouraging I’ll take it.
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Hello my fellow freaks and geeks!

It's been a LONG time since I've posted here on my blog, but life has been HECTIC to say the least.

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The long and the short of it is, I've been identifying as "nonbinary" and using "boy mode" to be safe while driving the semi through states like Tennessee, Texas, Florida, and Georgia. Unfortunately, "boy mode" would cause severe dysphoria (wich I'd ignore) and result in...

Introduction
Just a quick introduction as this is my first kinky essay. Hopefully as I continue to write these my writing will get better. This is one of my likes as it encourages me to do research on kinky things and get to better understand them and further, enjoy them in the bedroom. This is a great way for me to discover new things but also get new ideas for things I have done many times before. So without too much more rambling here is the first topic of discussion. Humiliation and how it...

...... He was all I needed and still need. Buried deep somewhere in me, my first and only Master managed to redeem my fantasies into reality, to feel, feel and live again.
Now I understand that a first Master is like a first love...exploring, innocent, deep and true. That's how I feel right now. Feelings are a strange "animal", especially in a relationship between M/s. They cannot be controlled, they erupt at a moment when you think you have control over them. I had that control...