Hello all,
Those that have followed my blogs will know that last year I suffered following a breakup.

I won't go into details on what happened, you can read my former blogs for that.

After much research and soul searching I learned about personality disorders and have determined that the girl I was dating is what is known as a covert narcissist and that I have what are known as empathic traits. i.e. I care a great deal for others, especially when it comes to their...

Being a Domme can be heavy burden to bare. It is a lot of responsibility - or at least it should be! When you ask somebody to be yours, you are committing to their well being, to their safety, to their best interest. At least this is how I feel as a Domme.

I spend a lot of time thinking about worrying about the horrible things that I make my subs do, about the things that I forbid them from doing, about the impact that I want to have in their lives. Sometimes I lose sleep about it. I...

Yesterday RST had better things to do than to play with this slut, so I was left to my own devices.

When I drove I made sure my udders were hanging out as he wants them to be. I haven't worn underwear either, as I know he prefers me moments away from exposure.

Didn't get up to a lot of dares, but I went on a game drive and saw elephants

Slept naked because RST prefers it that way. I also managed half an hour of naked exercise with the curtains closed ...

This was a long time coming and has now been decreed by a lovely getDarian.

Note that the Power of Blue has fizzled out.



Butt plugs

• Small plug - black, 9 cm (3.5") insertable length, 3.5 cm (1.4") width
• Medium plug - pink, 12 cm insertable length (4.7"), 4 cm (1.5") width
• Large glass plug - Icicles no. 14 - clear glass, 10 cm (4") insertable length, 4.5 cm (1.8") width
• Large silicone plug (mostly used as dildo as it doesn't

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Since I entered into the trial period with Sir I have tried a lot of new things but a lot of them are fairly straightforward - with no experience you can just jump in and do them, such as confinement.

One things Sir had noticed is that in a post I had responded to in the truth section here on the site was that I had said that I wanted a dildo. Now, this wasn't strictly true. The question itself was "What toy would you want that you don't already have?" and essentially its the...

It happened I had my last orgasm, the final one and I have given up the idea of having one again.

During periods of denial, all my worries and anxieties always dissolve into sexual desire and cuteness while my feelings of sexiness and submission will continuously increase. Every time when the denial got lifted and I had a wonderful orgasm these feelings were gone.
The first day always felt strange, I missed the warm embrace from the burning desire inside. Don't get me wrong, I loved...

I am shocked that this happened, I didn't think it was physically possible.

This morning Sir kept me denied and I think either to punish me or train me to resist my urges, he kept me giving me 10 mn permissions of watching my favorite porn. Which happens to be stuff I wasn't allowed to watch for months and was craving.

The first 10 mn already felt unbearable and I didn't know how I was gonna keep myself from touching after that. After a couple more I ended up resorting...