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Breaking my anal "virginity"

Posted 06-27-2018 at 02:56 PM by maleforyou (Jessica's Blog)

One of my favourite "kinks" is experimenting; trying something new or outside my comfort zone because...well you never know until you try it. So when I bought a dildo (mainly for a large amount of sucking and/or blowjob practice my Mistress has decided I need) I knew eventually it was going up my ass. I had planned to do it carefully, like conducting a planned operation pushing it up slowly after lots of lube & build up...but my latest Chaturbate show had other ideas.

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Dress(ed)

Posted 06-15-2018 at 01:46 PM by maleforyou (Jessica's Blog)

I'm now half-way through the allotted time that I had to cross-dress for the 3-person adding thread, which means me and denied dicklet have spent nearly 11 hours(!) on public webcam, usually in some state of undress. That makes me feel like quite the cam slut I've really enjoyed doing it and exercising my inner-exhibitionist though. They've also proved to be reasonable antidotes to my ruins and, yet again, they provided a distraction to my guilty mind after yesterday's accidental ruin as I literally...
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Chronically Frustrated Slave (CFS)

Posted 06-06-2018 at 06:54 AM by maleforyou (Jessica's Blog)

Chronic Frustration

Don't worry it's not another denial blog! I suppose now seems as good a time as any to talk about something that makes me even more frustrated; chronic fatigue syndrome (CFS also called myalgic encephalomyelitis or ME). It's a life-altering condition that has prevented me from starting work after University, leaves me unable to do even simple daily tasks and makes my life hellish.

So what it is?

Well as the name suggests it makes me...
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This Denial's Ruining Me

Posted 05-10-2018 at 07:53 AM by maleforyou (Jessica's Blog)
Updated 05-10-2018 at 08:31 AM by maleforyou

Ah, a frustrating little subby day today as I once again made an appearance on Chaturbate. A slow show was just picking up when I just lost concentration and accidentally ruined yet again. After 6 months with just 1 orgasm and a near clockwork monthly ruin, you'd think I'd be used to that horribly unsatisfying drip of accidental cum but the mental drain of forcing myself to ruin had a much larger effect than I imagined. They're fully allowed in my denial (thankfully as it's going to last over a year...
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Creating Your Own Games

Posted 05-08-2018 at 03:22 PM by maleforyou (Jessica's Blog)

Today (Thur 3rd May...someone's behind writing their reports) was time for another Chaturbate show. Although I like being a naughty little exhibitionist I soon find my mind wandering & get bored doing the same things each time. Variation really is king, but getting that by being commanded really is tricky sometimes (find a good dom on random sites really is like winning the lottery). However, I've started amusing myself by creating little games to tease & frustrate me (that hopefully make it...
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The Password Into My Panties

Posted 05-04-2018 at 08:22 AM by maleforyou (Jessica's Blog)

Well, it was that time again...another chance to get nice and dirty on public cam, just time with a few people from GetDare watching including a certain puppy After last weeks “freestyle” show I decided to mix it up with a KEYWORD show. They may not be exactly the most inventive things in the world but they’re a simple way to get tasks from people who are less familiar with your likes, dislikes and limits (which is why PM dares work great); they’re the perfect easy “password into my panties”!
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Stripping My Way Out of Guilt

Posted 04-19-2018 at 10:02 AM by maleforyou (Jessica's Blog)
Updated 05-04-2018 at 08:21 AM by maleforyou

Well today was my first Chaturbate show in a while, well advertised a day in advance but luckily most people on GetDare seemed to be at work (phew). I wasn’t really looking forward to it after yesterday’s ruin, which always leaves me feeling a little down and not feeling like playing (even though Mistress is super-supportive and they’re totally allowed, even at my pace of ruining I can’t help but feel a little stupid & guilty as they’re very avoidable accidents).

I still gathered...
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