It's Injury

It failed to complete either of the dares it allotted for itself as part of master's punishment. It hopes that it's reason is enough to garner leniency.

It prepared for itself a ginger plug. It wasn't big by the standards of most plugs (assuming the size descriptions so common on the internet are not exaggerated) but it was bigger than anything it had ever inserted into it's anus.

It decided to rehearse the insertion of the plug so that it may do it properly once all the ice was inserted. It had trouble from the start, barely able to get any of it in. But it worked at it. It expected pain and thus did not stop when it felt pain. It finally got the plug mostly in when there was a tearing pain in it's anus. It carefully pulled the ginger out to find the plug had a significant amount of blood on it. It had suffered a minor exterior anal fissure.

It was impetuous, it decided to continue the punishment, expecting the minor exterior fission to heal in a few days. It got into the bathtub and began to insert ice cubes. There was terrible, stabbing pain as they were inserted on the outside but it did not stop until the fifth ice cube, when there were several fissures that suddenly opened up, all large. It aborted the dare, pushing the ice cubes from it's anus.

The liquid from the it's anus initially burned terribly on it's raw rear and on it's labia minora. The came the blood, it came out in a steady drip. The pain was terrible.

It knew it was a long shot, but examined the blood anyway. The injury was indeed multiple fissures in the anal cavity. It's worst fear was gastrointestinal perforation even though it knew this was highly unlikely, but it was confident that this wasn't the case as the blood was not mixed with any bile or mucous as indicated by it's colour and consistency.

It, having aborted the punishment, also removed it's sister's thong to prevent infection. It expects to be punished severely for this, although as stated before it beseeches the master to be lenient as this was a matter of safety.

Clearly it, while perhaps mentally ready, was not physically ready and needs more training to enable larger anal insertions. As a student studying to take pre-med courses it recommends that training this wait until it heals fully.

It has resolved to eventually try this punishment again to redeem it's failure, but at least for the next while it asks humbly that it's punishment while still ongoing be rolled back as far as anal aspects go.

It still intends to do the dares master sent it in his private message, as this will not cause injury. It will not be applying duct-tape to the affected area.

It also humbly asks an exception be made to the rule regarding it cleaning itself with only cold water. One of several aspects of treatment aside from stool softeners are regular sitz-baths, which are essentially 20 minute baths of warm water.

It apologizes if this seems to be making a mountain out of a mole-hill, but it intends to treat the fissures quickly and efficiently so as to be able to serve master fully as soon as possible and avoid having to go to a Doctor.

While painful, anal fissures are not necessarily debilitating, however great care most be taken to keep them from getting infected and to prevent further tearing. Further tearing of course would not be good and could be grounds for surgical intervention (not something it wants to happen), and an infection resulting from faeces can cause septicemia and result in death or severe complications, so it will not be taking chances.