Jaroface has been working really hard over the past few months to put together a very comprehensive and inclusive questionnaire of likes/limits as a bottom.

I have had the pleasure of helping him review the questionnaire at different stages of its development and I think it is really amazing. I am really looking forward to seeing the data after it receives some responses.

One of the really cool things about answering the questionnaire, is the fact that you have the option...

Recently there have been some people fighting in my life. It seems to be around the topic of my love.

You see, a few months ago, Princess.Ashley negotiated with Asslvr so that she could share me. She wanted me all to herself forever and ever. Asslvr was very nice to offer to share, and although Princess didn't want to share, she finally gave in. They decided that they could share. I think the percentages were something like 75% of my love goes to Princess, 24% goes to Asslvr and then...

I really really really really really really (times infinity) want a puppy.

I really think it is a good idea.

I want to name him meatball. We already have a spaghetti and a fettucine, but who wants pasta with meat!

He could play with the kitties and tire them out so they aren't so much trouble.

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As I walked down the aisle, I didn't want to look at Asslvr. I knew if I looked into his eyes, I was not going to be able to keep it together. Instead I focused on breathing and walking. But finally I couldn't avoid it any longer. To my surprise, looking at him actually calmed me. I looked and I saw only him. Everything else disappeared.


When I reached the front, I could hear Asslvr...

On May 6, I became Mrs. Asslvr (thank goodness that isn't his real last name!). It was the most perfect and magical day ever.

The night before the wedding, Asslvr and I, and some of our friends and family stayed at the hotel that we were getting married at. We had some drinks, ate pizza, played in the pool, relaxed in the hot tub and watched some hockey.

Around 9:30, I said goodnight to my fiance for the last time. I then had a nice...

Last week was really rough. I kept away most of the week because I just needed time to myself to deal with everything happening around me. It was overwhelming. I dealt with a lot of family drama. It seemed that my phone was crisis central and that nobody could do anything without my help even though I am a 40 hour drive from everybody and could literally do nothing to help.

I like to help and be there for my family. But it is heartbreaking when people you love are calling you and are...

I. AM. STRUGGLING.

I am overwhelmed.

Who knew that adulting would be this hard. Should it be this hard?

I am always the person that others come to lean on. I am the person who my family relies on. To keep them sane. To fix their problems. To comfort them.

But what if I can't?

What happens when the person who is holding everybody together, can't do it any longer?

It is too hard. I don't know what to say. I don't...