It's nothing really; a small silver chain around my neck. I wear it constantly because it makes him happy for me to have a reminder.

I also wear it as a reminder to myself. Not of my submission, although it gives me fun memories of that, but of the relationship that we have.

Every time I touch it, I'm reminded that there is someone who cares. Someone who has spent time and a significant amount of energy making me happy. Someone who I trust, to an extent, and who hopefully...

I've cried after scenes. Hell, I've cried during scenes. Not for the reasons that most dominants want. I never shed a tear from pain and any crying done post-scene was from a subdrop.

About, two days ago, around 2am, I decided to be a total brat to my dominant. Now, this isn't exactly news and I was doing it in a playful teasing way. So, he decided to 'express his dominance' in a playful and teasing way.

So, yesterday, after wearing my Kitty Collar for about an hour, with...

It's weird writing this since I know my dom will read it (stop stalking my blog. You said you wouldn't read this post so stop now)

So, now that the unwelcome people have left (you better have stopped now) I can continue on to the actual point of this entry.

You know how your playmate can be into different things than you? Not sure there are two people who have the exact same kinks and in the exact same way.

My dom and I have so many kinks in common, it's...

Wear His Collar at all times

Penalty: 1 day of no touching and at least an additional 2 days of denial. During that time, wear a diaper at all times, when unable to, wear 3 panties

No orgasm without permission

Penalty: Varies on the circumstances, but probably denial, just going on a limb here

Say "Thank you" after each orgasm

Penalty: Denial until gratitude is expressed

Be polite and respectful to Sinister in public chat

Penalty: Public apology (if I refuse, it's I think

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It's like an incessant need. A craving that I can't seem to satisfy. More than wanting, because it's almost as though it's something that I need to breathe. It's a thought that never leaves my mind, a constant urge that I can't dispel.

Domination.

Yes, I'm a brat. Yes, I argue and bitch at anyone who even tries to control me. I've never been able to tone down that part of my personality.

That's one of the hardest things for me. Embarrassment turns me on....

Archangels: techiegirl
Missions: 1

Actor: crossdressing, feminization, humiliation
# of humans: 6
# of angels: 0
Missions: alias

Athlete: outdoors, public, denial
# of humans: 1
# of angels: 0
Missions: 0

Babysitter: diapers, humiliation, denial
# of humans: 2
# of angels: 0
Missions: alias

Gambler: chance/dice, denial, pain
# of humans: 1
# of angels: 1
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This is going to be a pretty detailed list, simply because I tend to be an overachiever (and so humble too)

Loves:

• Humiliation (More condescending than degrading. Being talked down to is lovely)
• Loss of Control ( Feeling owned and powerless)

Likes:

• Orgasm Control
• Being Watched
• Hypnosis
• Anal (I love it, I really do, but I am so lazy and it takes so much work. Keep in mind, I only really have anal plugs so fucking my ass isn't really a good idea)
• Pain (Nothing too

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