Over the past few days, I have been having some weird, but awesome, dreams. In case you are wondering, I am not going to talk about the particular dreams, but I will talk about some background. I haven't really been that lucky with the women. I am not a loner, but I am very shy. I am that guy in a group who says nothing and then bursts out a one liner and then go back to being quiet (I know, a fabulous life). Now twice in my life I have made major messups/weird things (however you want to call them)...