I feel like quite often I get tasks from people on here like, "Smack your ass 20 times then report back to me" I will do the task and then tell them, "Finished the task." I dont really know what you are expecting from a report. "My ass hurts." I just smacked it 20 times." Thats it. If the entirety of a report can be summarized in a single sentence there really is no need to send one, but some people on here I've talked to get disappointed (and in some cases mad) when...

likes: embarrassing/childish underwear, diapers, wedgies, spanking, humiliation, wetting myself (panties/bed), having my outfits picked for me, ballet themed dares, leotards, forced “feminisation/crossdressing”, being spoken down too (especially as if I’m a child), being bullied, being spoken too like I’m actually a sissy boy being embarrassingly girly. Childish punishments. Using baby items or pet items (ie, bottles, pacifiers, bowls, pet pads)

limits: anything illegal. Feetstuff. Family...

Day 7: Today I told him that my only plan for the day was going to the gym. I was instructed to use a toy of my choice when I went to the gym but if I chose one that could make me cum, I would of course have to ask before doing so. I chose my Lovense Vulse because the toys that can make me cum are a bit to loud and bulky, they would be noticeable. For those that don't know, the Vulse is like the Lush but thrusts instead of vibrates. I of course also wore nipple jewelry as I was leaving my house for something...

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Some things I did before that I'm terrified or reluctant to do now :

- having edges while denied, for days/weeks
- serving random strangers (online)
- toothbrush on clit torture
- e-stim on clit torture
- melted candles on tits
- sleeping on the floor the whole night
- sleeping (nap) stuffed with underwear
- anal insertions anything bigger than my finger

I am not a submissive, but I do enjoy giving up control sometimes. Due to stresses in my life where I have had to be the one making decisions and being in control of so much, I decided to give up control of my orgasms for the rest of February to a special online friend.

With his permission, I will be documenting my experience of letting him control my sexual play the rest of this month here in this blog post. I am writing this on day 4 of 19 days of him being in control.

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So finally I was able to do my weekend in diapers.

I started as soon as I arrived at home after work on friday. I already needed to pee so I put my diaper on immediatley.
The first time peeing my diaper after years wasn´t as easy as i thought. Welp it doesn´t matter this was my fate now!
I wore my new diapers. They are adult diapers so i hoped they will last a while.
It was totally fine after the first time wetting and i felt very safe and comfy! After a few hours...