Just so you know, this won't actually teach you how to stop subdropping, why you drop, or how to get over a subdrop. The title is a lie.

For those of you who don't know, subdropping is something that happens to (you guessed it) submissives after a scene.

The most common subdrop I know of is caused by an endorphin rush after a scene finishes. The sub is usually filled with intense emotion either by climax, pleasing their dom, or anything else that can happen in subspace....

Recently, I have realized that I'm not just a bottom, but I am also a brat.

What's the difference? Well, the definition of different roles in a kinky relationship varies from person to person, but this is how I view it and you may not, your dom might not, and your sub might not, but this is how I view these things.

A bottom doesn't want to submit, they want to be dominated. They usually will not play outside of a scene, meaning once the scene is over so is their submission...

I have had a dare given to me recently, this is it:


your first orgasm is free.
second costs you one edge
third - 2 edges
fourth - 4 edges
fifth - 8 edges
etc.
the cost goes exponentially, so the edges series would go {0,1,2,4,8,16,32,64,128,256...}
as you can see, your 10th orgasm would be very expensive, but you could always ask for dares to get reduction on edges.

Posting for hyperlink purposes

I promise you, last thing tonight.

Haven't put a poem on here in a while. Wanted to share something I've been working on for a while. This probably isn't the finished thing, but it's something I'm happy enough with the post. Please enjoy:

The Party.

I walk through the door
and take greetings galore.
Kisses from the Mrs,
for the side of my jaw.
My coat is taken,
while my hand is shaken,
and I hear conversation makin’...

== Results from http://bdsmtest.org/ ==
100% Slave
99% Pet
96% Degradation receiver
94% Bondage receiver
90% girl/boy
90% Exhibitionist
88% Ageplayer
86% Non-monogamist
85% Experimentalist
84% Masochist
84% Submissive
80% Primal (Prey)
80% Voyeur
64% Brat
48% Sadist
35% Vanilla
24% Switch
13% Dominant
12% Bondage giver
10% Primal (Hunter) ...

I took a BDSM test tonight. Nothing new about that, I do it all the time. Usually just to laugh at how see-trough the questions are.

This one was different, however. More in-depth, detailed, considered. It seemed to understand the dynamics and have a real grip on what brings people to define themselves as they do. Or so I thought.

This is the first, and only, test which has scored my submissive side higher than my dominant side.

Anyone who knows me will tell...

Was chatting to someone earlier this evening in person. I mentioned to them, in passing, about my bisexuality. We're not *great* friends, and in truth I don't know his stance on whether or not he's pro or anti gay, but he seemed quite taken aback by this. Anyway, conversation continued, and he didn't mention it again.

For about 16 seconds.

Here's something like how the conversation went. H means Him, J stands for me (H used to hide his identity).

[NOTE - I...