Hey all,

So I have been really wanting to put my whole self into this new world that I have been exploring for a while now but it just seems like everything keeps getting in the way. I have other obligations like class and sports and homework that keep taking up my time and pulling me from doing cam sessions, or meeting up with people to explore my sexuallity and kinks. I feel like it is really something I need to do. I want to be able to just play around and see what I like and don't...

when I got up this morning I shaved my face and body. I also decided to shave my arms and legs too. Then I took a shower. afterwards, I dressed up in one of my dresses. I did my makeup and everything. I put on my wig and brushed my hair. I put on my 4" heels too. I wanted to show my parents what I look like at my best as this was the first time they saw me fully dressed up. I left me room and showed my mom and stepdad. My mom said I was pretty and that I could pass as a woman. for another...

In the last week I've recieved a few friend requests from people I don't know and/or have never or barely spoken to.

I have rejected these friend requests and was not only asked by one member why I rejected it, but it was insinuated I was cold/bitchy to do so.

No.

I rejected it because I don't know these people. I post private blogs that only my friends and staff have access to, that are not only about my d/s relationship with AM, but sometimes include personal...

== Results from bdsmtest.org ==
98% Rope bunny
96% Degradee
96% Slave
95% Submissive
91% Masochist
90% Experimentalist
85% Pet
79% Girl/Boy
77% Switch
73% Sadist
71% Exhibitionist
67% Rigger
65% Degrader
64% Master/Mistress
64% Ageplayer
60% Owner
58% Dominant
46% Voyeur
45% Brat
33% Non-monogamist
30% Primal (Prey)
22% Daddy/Mommy...

I have always been somebody who is super cautious and sometimes very picky. I like to play things safe and don't always like trying new things. I am a very picky eater and I don't like change.

However, when it comes to BDSM and my D/s relationships/lifestyle, I have always been very open to trying and learning new things. There is no other way to learn what you truly like,...

I realized today that my likes/limits etc. are a little outdated, so I thought I would update and give a bit of an explanation for each ...

❤Loves
I am more than happy to do any or all of the following:
Sensory Deprivation
I love being completely helpless. Not knowing what is coming or what to expect. Not being able to hear where he is coming from, or if he is even there.

Edging
Edging is really a kink of mine. Any time I get to play, even if...

Today I was really tired so I just slept most of the day. Daddy hasn't talked to me all day. Daddy is my whole world. I have felt so lost without his control. I decided to play with my slave for a bit. I felt a little better after torturing him for a bit. though I am going to have to teach him some obedience. then I went back to bed