I was nervous that night, that much I remember clearly. He and his wife were nice and had watched me casually try out impact with a friend. They'd both said I had a nice ass and shortly after that, he started texting me.

They were looking for a girl to add to their dynamic and I was very new, so he talked about doing an impact scene with me, my first scene. There's a huge difference between the types of things I'd done previously and what he was asking to do. Sceneing is much more intense,...

Techies blog about consent and the thin line between consent and abuse was very well said. It also struck a cord for me and as I started to type my comment I realized how long it was and decided to post it as a blog of my own.q

First I grew up being emotionally and verbally abused by my father. When I left his house with my mom at 16, it was the most freeing day of my life and I still consider it the best day of my life.

I worked at a shelter for abused woman and children...

I have a very conservative and religious family. Sex is not discussed, ever. I was never given 'The Talk' but rather I figured out how sex worked on my own. I wasn't ever told about masturbation or why it was apparently bad (spoilers, it's not bad, masturbation is awesome). My mother hates the porn industry, hates sex scenes in movies, and hates it when women wear low cut tops on TV.

This made things a bit difficult when we started discussing Fifty Shades of Grey.

Many...

Truth: Truth of Your Choosing. (Some Ideas)
Vote: I will vote on a poll as instructed.
Post X: I will post to thread X, within limits.
Watch: I'll watch any link sent to me in any way you specify.
Revenge: I will send you some of your PM dares.
Add: I'll add this to my PM's (Can be denied, see rules below.)
Prove It: Ill send Kik proof. (Not applicable to all dares)

Forward...

So, you're one of those people.

Sure, you're different on the outside. Maybe you identify as a dom (sorry, Dom) or is it Master? Supreme Lord of all submissives? Or maybe you're a sub, not only that, you're a slave as well. The dirtiest most worthless slave ever. You deserve the harshest punishment anyone can give you. Well, as long as the punishment is from your likes. Maybe you're a guy or maybe you're a girl (or a guy pretending to be a girl).

It doesn't matter because...

Recently read something about abandonment issues that kind of struck home for me so I figured I'd delve into it.

I tend to get into 'I'm sorry' loops and it's been happening quite a bit lately. "I'm so sorry. I'll be better. Please don't leave me. I just want to make you happy, I'm sorry. I fucked up, sorry. Please don't be mad, I'm really sorry. I'll be a good girl, please don't leave. I'm sorry."

I wish I could say that I wasn't emotionally fucked up, but that...

A few weeks ago I was told a picture AM shared in chat of me wasn't me.

Then recently in chat someone mentioned I may have admitted I was underage, they couldn't remember who actually said it.

And of course, I along with so many females get the "You're fake" because I refuse to send pictures the majority of the time. And when I do it's only to select people I know and trust.

The first two were news to me.

Now, the picture that 'wasn't'...