I cannot even count how many times I have said a variation of the following phrase:

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Finding somebody who is compatible with you is hard, but when you do, it is worth it.

I still believe this. I have seen this. But the waiting part sucks!

I have tried to be patient. I have tried to remain positive. But I just want to melt into a big puddle of subbiness and I can't do that without a Dom!

I have talked to a few decent people. I have done a few...

A late update simply to say that I have failed to uphold my rules today. Kinda long day, surprised I didn't actually take the time to try... I guess this is what happens when I have little to no motivation. Ah well, hopefully tomorrow goes better.

See you tomorrow.

Almost there to the point where I start adding my first new rule. Also, as it turns out, weekends just suck for having rules. I hate living with my parents. Any one of my friends and I could get away with anything, but trying to hide from my asshole of a stepfather... Well, it's no fun interacting with him, but keeping secrets from him just makes it harder. Doesn't help that I hate him so much... However, that is aside the point.

Today I didn't drink hourly (what a surprise), but I did...

I answered an ad on CL from a couple. They wanted a submissive male to join them. I got to their motel room at midnight. I knocked and the door opened. "You the faggot," a burley man asked? I nodded and was ushered into the room. It was one of those suites with two rooms. I saw two big cocked black guys watching tv and a heard a lot of moaning from the bedroom. The burly guy explained that his wife was being gangbanged and that my job was to keep the cocks hard while they waited their turn....

I'm sorry I have been so inactive recently, I moved in with my previous master, the one i wrote about in May of this year. After a while of not talking because of some stupid crap with my ex, master came back to me and apologized for everything that happened between us.

After that I told him about my horrible horrible living situation and he invited me to move in with him. I agreed and we decided that I should move in at the beginning of November. I prepared to move in November then...

So, I skipped a day. There is a very good reason for that, though. Yesterday I was too busy to actually keep up with my rules, so I skipped out on it. And, today, I did the same thing. Although, I did at least try today. I didn't even intend to go out and be busy today, it just sort of happened. So, I tried to keep up with my rules and everything even though I was out, but it was nearly impossible, having been away from water for most of the day.

Anyway, just wanted to post an update and...

Masturbate in your kitchen
Masturbate in your dining room
Masturbate in your bedoom with the door open
Masturbate in your living room
Masturbate in your back garden
Masturbate in your car
Masturbate in your car whilst on a journey
Masturbate in your friend's house
Masturbate in a relative's house
Masturbate in a forest/woodland
Masturbate in a park
Masturbate in a wide open field
Masturbate in your neighbour's...