I don’t really “like” diapers, but they are a huge turn on for me. My big turn on is humiliation and degradation. Wearing a diaper is both of these. Also the feeling of wetting a diaper or wearing a wet diaper is gross and makes me feel aroused too. But there are other small things that I find arousing about diapers. When wearing them there is a subtle urge to pee them. And this urge is a weird sort of turn on, where I want to pee but I also don’t want to which makes a delightful type of dilemma.

Finally took the test, here are the results!

== Results from bdsmtest.org ==
90% Rope bunny
73% Submissive
65% Switch
64% Slave
62% Sadist
59% Brat
58% Experimentalist
56% Dominant
48% Master/Mistress
43% Daddy/Mommy
42% Pet
40% Exhibitionist
33% Masochist
31% Owner
29% Primal (Prey)
28% Primal (Hunter)
27% Voyeur
26% Degrader
25% Non-monogamist...

So, starting today I am to do a daily journal on what I have done and how I feel about it.
It will be hard for me to put myself out there and let everyone "see" me.
I am very closed person emotionally and physically and never like feeling like I have exposed myself in any way or am getting any more attention.
I will hopefully have my first entry tonight or in the morning.
Here it is.
My Life as His.

One year ago today, I started on a journey with a little worm. If you had asked me back then, I never would have guessed that we would be where we are today.

When I first mentioned Jaro, I did so because it seemed like he needed some help and guidance to explore his kinky and submissive side. He wasn't really sure what he liked or didn't like, and he wasn't even sure if he would be a good sub.

Fast forward a year, and Jaro is now a blackmail slave to two very mean and sadistic...

It's been a while since I looked for sex dates on according local dating portals, including a kinky one. You could think it would be easy to find someone online if you were as willing to fuck any stranger as I was. Nope, I was wrong. Anyway, I still found out that I am picky in general. I was little picky looking for a sex date. I am way more picky accepting slaves here on getDare. I was very picky with the man I married and wanting to live my life with.

Several times it turned out good...

Mistress humiliated me more than I have ever been humiliated before.

Last Friday, Mistress was waiting for me at the main entrance to the building I work in right when I got off work. It was completely unexpected and I prayed that she wasn’t about to humiliate me in front of the building I work in. She told me to follow her and so I did. We walked to an alleyway about 9 blocks away and she told me to stand between two dumpsters. She made me take my clothes off and change into very baggy,...

Since the last twelve months, I had more slaves than just three, but I liked this title. Some slaves I owned for hours, others for days, weeks or even months. With most requests, it's straightforward to refuse. Most difficulties I had with turning getDare friends I already knew and was sure they brought very much into any relationship. But if I accepted even only all the proper requests, I wouldn't have enough time to take care of any slave as good as I feel obliged.

Because being a Mistress...