So I started getting bored with my usual kink stuff. And decided to explore my slightly dominate and sadistic side.

I played more actively with a previous pain lover I met online, and via ZAPPING their balls many times, and getting to see the responses from that. I've realized just how much i enjoy seeing the fear in someone's eyes. Seeing them wince in pain by my hands. (Paws?)

After that, I started to play around with pain play, and DAM THAT FELT GOOD.

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== Results from bdsmtest.org == (http://bdsmtest.org/r/b9ErSTeu)

100% Rope bunny
98% Switch
88% Voyeur
82% Submissive
71% Daddy/Mommy
66% Exhibitionist
63% Rigger
55% Master/Mistress
55% Sadist
52% Dominant
52% Vanilla
50% Experimentalist
46% Ageplayer
46% Owner
36% Brat
33% Masochist
20% Pet
9% Brat tamer
3% Primal (Hunter)
3% Non-monogamist...

[SIZE="3"][FONT="Book Antiqua"]So... here it goes..

As some of you might have seen Miss Lilith and I have started playing again together. Miss Lilith is controlling, (ab)using, teasing and playing with me.

The reason this blog was created was to “keep the whole world” up to date of our little games. Games with a big reward for me if I manage to complete the whole list of tasks. This list of tasking is from here on out specified as the “Torture week”....

Disclaimer: The following text is all according to my experience, best knowledge and the situation in Germany, as well as my personal opinion. I am also not a native, so if you know other words in your regional English for anything I describe, enrich us with more vocabulary, please. If you want to add, correct or post a counter statement, feel free to comment. Add links to further information sites if you want.

1. How to adress me?
A short while ago I encountered how I shall be addressed,...

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So I joined Icemaidens Denied by Icemaiden thread!

That means 60 days of pure denial, no touching at all! (Except for cleaning/hygiene)

I started in the thread on 6/27/18, 2 days after my last orgasm, and 2 days into locking myself in chastity. So at the end of it all, I will have been denied for at least 62 days. But the denial ends on 8/26/18, 2 days before my birthday, so I'm going to try to push myself to be fully denied until my birthday! 64 days!

Now,...

Damn, Germany! How could you lose against South Korea? Now you disappointed two people betting against each other who wouldn't have thought so!

Two years ago in the summer, I was starting to explore my sexuality and kinky side much more in action. I wore a chastity device for pretty much the whole day, for at least a week. It made me so horny. And crazy.

The brain is the biggest sex organ in the human body. So when the genitals are off reach, that triggers, plus, you notice...