When I went into 2020, in Germany, I didn't think my life would change this much. Guess we all know who to blame for that, yes COVID-19! But, everything has a time and place and a season I guess.

2020 sucked so far

So, when we went into Lockdown, 27th March here in South Africa, I made a promise to myself, that I would support small and local. Because local businesses in our country specifically was about to suffer. So, I became more active on Instagram and eventually found...

Hey, so I just got my butt plug in (along with a couple of other things) and am feeling inspired to do anal training everyday for at least 2 hours. The goal would be continuous wear and/or to comfortably get through a shift at work, but my max is 3.5 hours so far. It's a biggen for someone kind of new to anal (2.25 inches at its widest), but I just love how my ass gapes and looks after I pull it out.

This is day two, and yesterday I did 3 hours 41 minutes. It was very comfortable...

I have been absent from this site for quite some time now.
I had many reasons for that, including lack of time, loss of interest to participate in the Kink world for some time and the latest struggles I had with my Life. Most noteably Depressions.

Im gonna maybe write a seperate entry on that last topic, since it is defining my life quite heavily lately, but for now I'd like to focus on the more bright points...

diaper check i will tell you the current state of my diaper

under i will wear a pair of underpants inside of my diaper and soak them in piss

video i will watch a diaper video of your choice.(post link in pm)

pacifier i will use a baby pacifier for 1 hour

dirty x i will stay in a dirty diaper for x amount of minutes note cannot exceed 2 hours (120 minutes)

bottle i will drink out of a baby bottle

you can suggest others...

I have noticed a pattern:

If you are one of those posting this or offering something alike in your PM dares, and don't get the attention you expected, or have a friend doing this, the following may help you to get any responses more likely, and hence the actual session you want.

This also generally applies to you if you are...

Dr Cass: *grumpily* Today in the studio ...

Anger: Woah. Where has the announcer gone? What happened?

Dr Cass: I am pissed.

Anger: Obviously. But why?

Dr Cass: Bad experience. Once again.

Anger: Tell me. Spit it out. Relief helps.

Dr Cass: I had that user yesterday, offering control over a toy of his. Bad manners. Still, I jumped on the offer. Communication delay, back and forth, it was getting late. He offered...

It's all in the title, i'm a bad sex slave who's returning to a life of a sex slave. She (I) need retaining. She's looking for a Mistress. Her (My) 34 bday is Friday the 14th so please give her (Me) something to do.


I don't have any toys i do have a battery-operated toothbrush.