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How I found out I want to be a dad.
Quote:My sympathies for you. My father left my family when I was around 2 years old. My mother threw him out since he beat up my siblings, her, and other relatives. It just didn't work.
It took me decades to even notice all my anger about him as my 'genitor', as I called him. Father was something different to me, something caring, as you describe it well, and as I see it with my friends and their kids.
Finally, I started to accept him as my father. A bad father, but nevertheless I inherited more from him than just the genes, until I completed to let all the burdens go. Still in that process. That anger in me my father caused doesn't do any good other than force me to deal with my past, and the person that my father was. He also deceased.
I wish you all the best, including becoming the good, present, attentive, caring father you would have deserved to have as a child. I am still sad to not having had that loving parent. I feel with you.
Thanks for sharing
You have my sympathies as well, since we kinda share the same background.
Also i have to say that i never met him in later years and so there was never any kind of relationship to him. Mum asked a few times if i wanted to meet him, i always said no to that. After he died he's basically dead and gone for me, i don't bother at all. It sounds weird, even to me, but that's how it is.
Thank you for sharing your story as well. I think you have/had more problems with it than i ever did.Posted 10-09-2020 at 09:05 AM by Trebaldin -
How I found out I want to be a dad.
My sympathies for you. My father left my family when I was around 2 years old. My mother threw him out since he beat up my siblings, her, and other relatives. It just didn't work.
It took me decades to even notice all my anger about him as my 'genitor', as I called him. Father was something different to me, something caring, as you describe it well, and as I see it with my friends and their kids.
Finally, I started to accept him as my father. A bad father, but nevertheless I inherited more from him than just the genes, until I completed to let all the burdens go. Still in that process. That anger in me my father caused doesn't do any good other than force me to deal with my past, and the person that my father was. He also deceased.
I wish you all the best, including becoming the good, present, attentive, caring father you would have deserved to have as a child. I am still sad to not having had that loving parent. I feel with you.
Thanks for sharingPosted 10-09-2020 at 04:58 AM by CSasha -
How I found out I want to be a dad.
Glad to hear that you expanded into another fetish Trebaldin You have a good heart, I have no doubt you'd make a great father one day! <3Posted 10-09-2020 at 01:16 AM by HappilySissy -
How I found out I want to be a dad.
Sadly 'had' someone to take care of, wrote that blog in august 2018, just never released it, i really wish and hope she's fine.Posted 10-08-2020 at 11:39 PM by Trebaldin -
How I found out I want to be a dad.
Im glad that you have someone to care for! They are lucky to have you as well, and I dont think they realize it.
Keep going on and doing you best, man!Posted 10-08-2020 at 11:24 PM by Ninjota -
When songs do, what words can't...
Just some I thought of in the moment ~
I'm So Alive
My Breath
Muse
People Like Us
Switch
Just Like Fire
Prevail
Dark Side
Silversun… The Pit
Adrenaline
Kelly ~ Paint
Agartha
Dream Must Stay AlivePosted 08-11-2018 at 02:34 AM by Joan Sky -
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Birthday time...for me
Live for the moment. Try to enjoy yourself.
And try not to view them as years gone by. Look at it as earning levels! You now have 26 levels under your belt. That's a lot of XP accumulated. :-)Posted 07-22-2018 at 12:09 PM by Blue Fox -
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Likes, Punishments, Limits
I think it would be a lot more helpful to have a list of possibly punishments as a sub than as a Dom.
Punishments as a Dom should probably be based more on your sub or bottoms dislikes in order to make it a true punishment. If they like spanking, that wouldn't make for a great punishment.Posted 07-18-2018 at 11:05 PM by Butterfly