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Posted 01-05-2020 at 02:35 PM by darkblue -
Denial Again
Nice to see you back and good luck with the denial! Having the "sweet feeling" so near and so far is quite a rush.Posted 12-29-2019 at 07:09 AM by JAZ -
Posted 06-11-2019 at 01:48 AM by darkblue -
New Denial Phase
For me, it is always similar - steadily growing longing and frustration. The first two weeks are not too bad, but by the third week, the need to cum becomes acute. I am just beginning my second week (on Day 8) now.Posted 06-09-2019 at 06:36 AM by JAZ -
New Denial Phase
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The first two weeks were the worst for me the last time, but every denial phase seems to be a bit different.Posted 06-08-2019 at 10:09 AM by darkblue -
New Denial Phase
Hi darkblue, I might, it looks like several denial diaries are going now. I'm exactly one week into denial as of this morning - not very long yet.Posted 06-08-2019 at 05:11 AM by JAZ -
Orgasm / Denial Diary
...and the story goes on. Not long after the end of this game, I started to play with the cage and told her about it. My girl decided, that a new denial game had just started...
I am writing about it in a new blog entry: here
Have fun!Posted 06-08-2019 at 01:27 AM by darkblue -
New Denial Phase
Quote:The special mix of frustration and pleasure" is exactly right! I wonder how long this new time of denial will last for you.
I'm going to take the plunge back into a denial challenge myself. It has presently been 6 days, so I'm just getting going. But it is more fun as you say to have someone controlling you, so I will join the Denied by Girls thread and we will see how it goes.
I really don't know how long this time will be, I have no influence.
Have fun in your game, will you write about it?Posted 06-07-2019 at 03:40 AM by darkblue -
New Denial Phase
The special mix of frustration and pleasure" is exactly right! I wonder how long this new time of denial will last for you.
I'm going to take the plunge back into a denial challenge myself. It has presently been 6 days, so I'm just getting going. But it is more fun as you say to have someone controlling you, so I will join the Denied by Girls thread and we will see how it goes.Posted 06-06-2019 at 06:37 AM by JAZ -
New Denial Phase
Thank you! For me it is a special mixture of frustration and pleasure, not comparable with anything else, I love it.Posted 06-06-2019 at 01:33 AM by darkblue -
New Denial Phase
Being in a similar situation I appreciate the feeling of denial and how both parties can enjoy your frustration.
Thanks for the reportPosted 06-06-2019 at 12:17 AM by MrCharcol -
New Denial Phase
You will! Thank you for the support.
Meanwhile you may read my last denial blog (here)Posted 06-05-2019 at 12:00 AM by darkblue
Updated 06-05-2019 at 02:04 AM by darkblue -
Posted 06-04-2019 at 03:53 PM by Emmyred -
Posted 06-03-2019 at 02:04 PM by darkblue -
Orgasm / Denial Diary
05/17/2019 Friday (total 54 days, 2 orgasms, 5 ruined):
Yesterday was my day. I received detailed instructions and started with watching certain video porn (rimming porn, woman to man, this is what we both like), and after 30 minutes one edge. It was not easy to stop, but I managed it. During all this I wrote a detailed report about every detail I did, every video I saw and commented, what I liked in them. Then another video phase, after which I was allowed to have a ruined orgasm. My heart was beating, and I was able to go over the edge in just 30 seconds. I came hard on my belly and it was incredible. I was loud and I never felt this mixture of pleasure and pain before, completely exhausted afterwards. I took a rest, with my whole body in uproar, balls hurting. Then I had the instruction to put in my prostate teasing plug and give myself a full orgasm. I did the first thing, but waited for the full orgasm until a video chat with her. This orgasm was insane, I totally lost control, it was much more intense than the ruined one, the most intense of all I had before. What a wonderful end of this long denial time. Now I need a pause, coming back to earth, normalize in a way. Will definitely do it again, but not tomorrow. Thank you all for visiting my blog, this one has come to an end. When I repeat something like this, I will start a new one. Bye :-)Posted 05-18-2019 at 02:24 AM by darkblue
Updated 05-18-2019 at 02:34 AM by darkblue -
Orgasm / Denial Diary
Did you get to cum today? If so, I hope it was great! And I wish you all the best for your upcoming treatments.Posted 05-17-2019 at 06:58 AM by JAZ -
Things Happen
Got the results today...
Radiation and chemo therapy are waiting for me, this year will be long.Posted 05-15-2019 at 02:37 PM by darkblue -
Orgasm / Denial Diary
05/14/2019 Tuesday (total 51 days, 1 orgasm, 4 ruined):
PS: Friday will be the day of my first real orgasm again, she told me. But also, she said she will start all over again! This game will not end so soon now. The journey will go on...Posted 05-14-2019 at 01:27 PM by darkblue -
Orgasm / Denial Diary
05/14/2019 Tuesday (total 51 days, 1 orgasm, 4 ruined):
My girl is talking about the way of celebrating my first real orgasm. She thinks that I should not start with a full orgasm, it may be just painful and not worth celebrating it. So I should do some ruined orgasms before, just to empty my balls, start semen production again, that has stopped completely now and be ready for the real one. Furthermore she wants me to be stuffed in the ass then, to connect ass play with orgasm. She so much wants to fuck me until I cum, without other touching, something I want too, but since we haven't met physically yet, not an option now. I put on my cage yesterday, the first time after I came back from the hospital, and feel complete again. Talking about all this makes me horny, she knows it. However, no special day is checked for my orgasm celebration, so she may tease me by talking about it as long as she wants.Posted 05-13-2019 at 11:47 PM by darkblue -
Orgasm / Denial Diary
So my original Text is too long now, I have to continue by posting comments:
05/12/2019 Sunday (total 49 days, 1 orgasm, 4 ruined):
Since last time many things changed, my life has changed. My wife and me decided to go on as separate persons. We stay in the house we are living in, but as two free persons. That is the solution for a very old problem. Why didn't we see it before?
For my orgasm denial, nothing has changed. Still horny, still feeling very weird between my legs, still pain in the balls, still thinking that this cannot be healthy anymore. But still no orgasm allowed.
My girl is strict and says that I need the accumulated orgasm energy to stand the time of change in my life, and she is right. I love her so much.Posted 05-12-2019 at 03:44 AM by darkblue -
Posted 05-09-2019 at 03:59 AM by darkblue -
Things Happen
I'm very glad to hear things went well and glad to see you back online. Hope all is well very soon!Posted 05-08-2019 at 05:35 PM by JAZ -
Posted 05-08-2019 at 12:02 PM by Butterfly -
Things Happen
The surgery went well, and I am finally home now. Weak, but home. Now I need time to recover... and read what happened here :-)Posted 05-08-2019 at 07:04 AM by darkblue -
Orgasm / Denial Diary
All the edges I got in the last days were not pleasant anymore, they just hurt. In my current state I would consider edges as a punishment, and I try to avoid them. I stimulate myself just to the point where I am about to cum - and stop. My complete area down there starts to hurt and I feel nothing but desperate. And there is nothing that I can change about it, I gave the complete orgasm control to my girl, and I am not the person who cheats. When will she finally allow any release?Posted 04-30-2019 at 01:15 PM by darkblue