A random assortment of reports, thoughts, ramblings and information. Pretty much a view inside my wonderfully complicated, sometimes broken, and entertaining mind.
-
Shit happens ....
I also have injured myself while doing some dares. Nothing too bad, luckily, but when you are bleeding you should stop and care about your wounds. And learn for the next time. It's nobodies fault, some parts and some people are just a bit more sensitive than others. Shit happens, as you say.Posted 08-11-2022 at 02:16 PM by Manarus -
Shit happens ....
Aww Miss Butterfly, I knew you found me adorable!! And I don’t know what you’re talking about with being a brat, I’m clearly an angel!
You took such good care of me when I was rudely flung out of the subby-headspace I was sinking into! Even though it wasn’t quite the session we’d hoped for, it was definitely a memorable one and I’m looking forward to when we can eventually have a full phone play time !Posted 08-11-2022 at 02:08 PM by emptyjug -
Thoughts on being collared
I understand where your feelings come from and they make a lot of sense. I know I wouldn't want to have to wear a collar all the time, but the ritual of "being collared" and what that means is a good one.
But its not something to take lightly. I really hope you will find someone who you will feel comfortable enough with to let him collar you.Posted 07-08-2022 at 07:33 AM by Jaro -
Betrayal & Hurt
My sympathy with you, Butterfly. I hope you find support by the many real friends you have to comfort you in this time of pain.Posted 06-30-2022 at 02:55 PM by CSasha -
Betrayal & Hurt
People are cunts to good people. That is all.
You are better than this babe xxPosted 06-30-2022 at 11:20 AM by LittleMissSass -
Betrayal & Hurt
Words really do fail when it comes to feelings of betrayal, especially after such a long period, when bonds should be deepening. It throws everything out of order.
I'm sorry you're going through this. At least you're aware now, and can move accordingly. Someone mistreated what you gave them, that is not on you, and it is no worthless thing to give love, give care, and risk being open.Posted 06-30-2022 at 06:07 AM by StrawDog -
Betrayal & Hurt
People suck! Seriously, this makes me mad!
I'm sending you lots of hugs dear Princess!Posted 06-30-2022 at 05:57 AM by Jaro -
Betrayal & Hurt
Sounds shitty, I can imagine how raw you are right now. Sending hugs. You’ll bounce back from this as you always do….Posted 06-30-2022 at 03:46 AM by Masterwants -
Being a Toy
Quote:I am a smart woman. I don’t do things without question. I don’t do things quietly. I overthink. I am stubborn and feisty and have worked so hard in my life to build my confidence to be able to counteract the negative image that others have imposed on me.
Just make sure you are able to draw the border like "This is real life, now I am a smart woman", and "This is a fun game, now I am a brainless toy". I think a smart woman can switch between those two. A brainless toy certainly can't
Oh, and I like brats, they are funPosted 06-13-2022 at 01:02 PM by Manarus -
Race to 50 edges
Wow! This must have been a big dare for you stepping out of your comfort zone. I have to admit I'm a bit jealous of your edging capabilities. I'm glad you had so much fun same that you were allowed such a splendid orgasm!Posted 06-11-2022 at 02:40 AM by Jaro -
Being a Toy
I know this is a huge step for you but I am super happy for you that you can do it and it turns you on.
Yay for toy-ness!Posted 06-09-2022 at 08:46 PM by Jaro -
Posted 06-09-2022 at 08:41 PM by Butterfly -
Posted 06-09-2022 at 08:39 PM by aussiedom -
Just a few submissive fantasies ...
I don't think a total stranger would work. But I would be happy with either scenario where it was somebody that just Mr. Devious knew/vetted and he was a stranger to me or that he was a mutual friend of ours.Posted 06-07-2022 at 07:11 PM by Butterfly -
Just a few submissive fantasies ...
Thenk you Butterfly for sharing some very intimate fantasy you heve. The dropping off for one weekend in condition of TPE, yes is extrem, but in the your option can be realistic and doable with right conditions.
Given mutual trust and all safe play code of BDSM respected, in the fantasy you tend to immagine he is total stranger to you and Mr. Devious, only a stranger for you (maybe friend of he but you not know) or some one you both know?
Take care
sabinaPosted 06-07-2022 at 09:57 AM by Sabina -
Posted 06-05-2022 at 06:29 AM by FarmgalT -
Posted 05-28-2022 at 10:10 PM by bluedieblub -
I got a puppy!!!
Meatball is absolutely the cutest! I'm glad that he is bringing joy into your life! xPosted 05-28-2022 at 03:18 PM by LittleMissSass -
Heartbreak
I'm so sorry to hear this, I hope in some way you both can settle whatever the differences were and still be friends in the end!Posted 05-27-2022 at 08:16 PM by Dman1212 -
Just a few submissive fantasies ...
That's why it is short term, just over a weekend. I know it will be a very intense experience and not sustainable for long term but I think a set period of time would be doable for both parties.Posted 05-23-2022 at 08:15 AM by Butterfly -
Just a few submissive fantasies ...
Cool fantasies!
I'm really surprised about your TPE fantasy. It seems like pretty extreme. I understand that fantasy, I have it too, but in practice? I am not sure.Posted 05-23-2022 at 08:13 AM by Jaro -
Posted 05-22-2022 at 11:29 PM by Butterfly -
I got a puppy!!!
I've never seen anything so silly-cute!! (God, how I wish I had a small friend of my own! Alas, I can't even keep plants alive - never mind relationships...)Posted 05-22-2022 at 11:29 PM by Cstelle -
Posted 05-22-2022 at 07:32 PM by ScarletMaid -
I got a puppy!!!
Quote:Pets bring so much joy into our lives and it's always such great fun deciding what name to give a new pet, definitely chance for some creativity.
Completely true about the training as well, pets need to be house trained or they end up peeing everywhere and making a mess! Hopefully you manage to train him quickly.
Really like you've dressed up your new pet in different outfits (as well as naked with just a collar, that's a great idea.Posted 05-22-2022 at 07:13 PM by Butterfly