i'm very happy for you

I know it's certainly not easy, but so happy you were able to do it and that they were supportive. Best wishes with everything!!!

congratulations

A full hearted congratulate.
Not much to add otherwise. Just beautiful. Thanks sharing. Congratulate

So glad to hear that you are now happy with who you have realized you truly are as that's what is most important in life. Best wishes in all you do moving forward!

Before you got into the action, when you were just talking, about love, lust, and sex?
You were right when you said that the people here are focused on sex, and we want to read that
But that isn't the only reason we've followed your blog.
I have, for a very long time, thought that sex and love belong together.
The most intimate thing you can feel for someone is love.
The most intimate thing you can do with someone is sex.
Even ho-hum mediocre sex, with someone you love, is special in a way that mind blowing sex with someone you don't love just isn't.
I'm very glad for you that you have experienced how different it is.

Not only are you awesome, but you are very talented too! It was a treat to hear your voice and watch you play! Thanks

O.M.Goodness Lia... I opened up to my boyfriend last night. And everything turned out all right! Will post more on my blog later. *hug*

I'm glad you're willing to take it at a snails pace.
The fact you are willing to take it slow is a big deal. It speaks to how serious you and her take this.
I'm happy for you.

I just started reading some of your posts on here and I found them very nice and I found myself very drawn to them. I want to wish you the best with you two. Can't wait to hear more about you two and where everything goes.

I think Sammie was just tired, but yeah wanted to strip nicely before doing so. The night went simple and innocently. Sammie was in no rush, she was happy as it was, happy to just be with her. She felt comfortable with her, and they have plenty of time to go at their own pace. And it's their first night sleeping together after Lia had told her they were mutually exclusive earlier. It's nice just to be with the one you care for so very deeply sometimes. To just drink the moment in, to thank God so very much, to pinch yourself, to hold your breath and freeze time. That night sounds beautiful Lia, like it sets the tone of everything. Like it's relaxed, natural, and sacred for the both of you. It's the sound of your music together. Two chords blending to make a new sound, a new key.

Lia, I know what you are talking about. I am the same way. In similar situations that I haven't experienced often, I find it hard to sleep also (while they would find it easier to sleep too! ). I would be looking at every beautiful detail too, recording it with my eyes, being aware of every emotion I felt, and of our breathing, the temperature, the smells, the sounds (perhaps of the night), everything sensory, and latently spiritual, and my thoughts would quiet down more at peace and in reverence of the moment. I would stay up as long as I could because I couldn't help it. I guess I would be hoping it wouldn't end. Hoping it wasn't to good to be true. Hoping I can have the happy life and happy ending I deserve. But I wouldn't be thinking that, that would be deep in my subconscious, an almost unnoticeable fear that doesn't really register in the priority of the moment. Which would be a moment (and hopefully moments) I never forget. And to thank God unendingly for them.

I have never had a woman that loved me deeply in return. There's no real reason for it. I'm not ugly, and I'm a great person. That's just how life has come to pass for me thus far.

But I'm so very happy for you Lia!

*bear hug*

~Joanna

Beautiful.
I love that, despite the mutual lust, you two can both decide, after stripping down and admiring each other, to just cuddle close, and sleep.
I've no doubt that you both sort of hoped the other would do something, and both wanted to do something yourselves, but instead you stayed in control, and you did exactly what your title said. You SLEPT with her.

While not the most sexually tantalizing evening to write about, I think it is better for it. The mutual self control suggests how seriously you both take this, and it makes for a better, sweeter, story for us. For us to look forward to, and to cheer you on in.

I hope your boyfriend was understanding. You loved him. I'm sure he loved you. But most of the time, even when you honestly love two people, you are forced to choose, and that means telling one person you love that you are done.
But in the end, you have to make the best decision for yourself. And you chose her.

I have no right to an opinion on who you choose, because I am not only no one in your life, I am also certainly not you, and don't know what is best for you. So all I can say is that I am sure you chose based on what your heart desired more, and I hope that you and her are truly happy together.

I don't want to say "I hope he isn't too hurt," because if he isn't, then it would mean he didn't feel as strong for you as you did for him. So I hope he is hurt.... but I say that with compassion. Not because I wish him pain. (I hope that makes sense. That phrasing sounds weird to me, and I'm unsure how else to say it.) I also hope he doesn't hold it against you, and that you always hold a place in his heart, as I'm sure he does in yours.

It is sad and wonderful and exciting and scary all at the same time. Sammie will keep you strong! You have a shoulder to lean on anytime...

I'm happy you had a nice experience too my friend.

Yeah, her eating a peach and then asking for a kiss was really sensual. Really smart

I like some quotes, but I don't think they really suit the situation she is posting about like a glove.

What she posted about felt relaxed and more simple, something that she's probably not overthinking like the fear of an impending disaster.

I don't think she's playing the bittersweet violin either, like we do sometimes

We've learned to put our best foot forward, relax, go with the flow, and be happy come what may. Life is beautiful.

Sometimes we impart more of our perspective than usual, I understand that.

Sometimes we are subtly communicating how we feel without actually saying it, hoping it manages to reach and be understood. I understand that too.

And sometimes what is happening in our environment inadvertently colors our mood, but we must not let it change our character.

I'm glad I have friends like you both
Thank you.