Yesterday I was left to my own devices. RST has better things to do than to play with this piggy on the weekends.
I found myself desperate and aching and needy. I've become so accustomed to degrading myself for his amusement that when he's not there, I still crave it.
The guest house I stayed in last night has 7 cottages which look out onto a central area. I left the curtains open and stripped completely naked. All afternoon the curtains remained open and I was getting up...