Birthday time...for me
Posted 07-22-2018 at 09:41 AM by Trebaldin
Birthdays mean fun, excitement and happiness, right? Right!
Well, not to everybody...
To me it's an all around anxiety and sadness. I'm 26 now, it's my birthday and i should be happy, but i'm not.
Birthdays remind me always of the time that's passing by...at least the last few year...and then there are people joking on you(at least that way it feels to me) saying things like:
"you're young, enjoy your life!"
or
"look at me i'm older than you! what shall i say?"
Maybe 26 years of age aren't that much in camparison, but to me they are 8 years of realizing that i'm growing older and older and will die anytime.
Fuck it, i don't wanna be weak! i don't wanna be sad!
I wanna...that's the point...be strong...but what for?
Well, not to everybody...
To me it's an all around anxiety and sadness. I'm 26 now, it's my birthday and i should be happy, but i'm not.
Birthdays remind me always of the time that's passing by...at least the last few year...and then there are people joking on you(at least that way it feels to me) saying things like:
"you're young, enjoy your life!"
or
"look at me i'm older than you! what shall i say?"
Maybe 26 years of age aren't that much in camparison, but to me they are 8 years of realizing that i'm growing older and older and will die anytime.
Fuck it, i don't wanna be weak! i don't wanna be sad!
I wanna...that's the point...be strong...but what for?
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Posted 07-22-2018 at 02:00 PM by Blue Fox