Hi,

So carrying on from yesterday I got up at 6:30am as instructed and repeated the 3 minute mantra before kneeling on my hands and knees for 30 secs with my ass up in the air like a cat/dog/pet.

I then meditated normally and had my shower. I rewrote the word 'Sir' on my stomach and wrote 'Slut' on my pussy instead of breasts. This meant that it was written on me twice as it only faded making me feel more like a good little slut for Sir. I then faced the wall, placed one...

Hey,

So today is my first day of a trial run with the first of three masters. I woke up at 6:30 this morning because I was feeling ill last night so I went to bed early and this was the result.

My trial master (here on in called Sir) instructed that I knelt on the floor and thought for 30 seconds to clear my mind before repeating the following mantra for three minutes to teach me my place in the relationship: I am Sir's Slut. I will follow orders.

So I got...

It's been a while since I can truly say I've felt good. Don't get me wrong I've done so many enjoyable things the past week that did make me feel good, such as my dance show and drama play but I was never truly feeling good.

You see there's been so much going on in my life over the past six weeks that I haven't really been able to stop and just relax.

First off I got ill from working my body to its extreme maximum, which left me weak and sick. I even got signed off the...

So I have got down to my final three masters. Each one has been given a schedule of a week in my life and told to create a schedule they want me to follow as a trial run.

Now I think these are good choices but I want to see what you lot think. I'm sure you will have come across them somewhere and if not... well that's fine too.

My last master some of you said you thought I had made a bad decision and how right you were. So now I want your views on my potential.
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Well while I wade through all my applications from people wanting to be my master I have decided I should probably still be following certain rules and lifestyle so I came across the following dice dare:

http://www.getdare.com/bbs/showthread.php?t=66287

It's long but it covers everything which I am willing to let be controlled. So I am throwing the dice a day in advance for each day until I am owned again.

So Sunday:

Dare 1: Time to Get Up -...

Ok, so today's blog is a collection of thought process and generally announcements rather than an actual blog.

First up is this blog. Now this blog is my freedom of speech. It's something that I'm not prepared to stop in an M/s relationship. The reason for this is that this is my only place to come to talk about my submissive life. No one in my real life knows about the submission, except my ex-boyfriend and talking to him in the middle of a maths lecture is not an appropriate place or...

Hi everyone,

Yesterday was a much better day than the 13th. Well apart from being punished for my lack of submission.

I woke up, had a chat with Master and then told him how bad I had been. He was not happy and I was told to strip naked, get my belt and toothpaste and get in the corner. He told me to spank each ass cheek 60 times hard with the belt. Which I started and then asked if he wanted me on all fours to do it based on something he had said in conversation. He did...