So in about 40 minutes it will be my birthday and I am sooo happy, Plus i get to start taking pictures in my photography class, so that should be fun, i just cant wait, i may be sick, but that wont matter much.

-Maddy
P.S. happy birthday if it happens to me your birthday also, if it isn't happy unbirthday. *gives a present to everyone*

I made cookies, that are nummy, *hands cookie to whoever reads this blog* i got bored of drawing my portrait. So i got on to talk to my friends, but none of them are on *sad face* so im making a completely random thing, with no meaning, its fun, how is everyone, I'm having one of those not great days, but much better then bad, so yay? haha

I haven't posted on my blog for a long time. And I guess I just wanted to do it today, for no apparent reason. I haven't been on gD in awhile, and a lot has changed and its weird, hah, well i guess that is what I get for not talking to anyone.


I'm kinda sad, today my boyfriend broke up with me, we have been going out for a while, and then out of the blue he breaks up with me. And doesn't even tell me why, so that sucks. I'll live i guess.

I just broke up with my boyfriend so I could be with the girl I love, and know i'm fighting with the guys brother, and he doesn't seem to understand I hate what I did to his brother. I know it was heartless.

But if I get back together with him, I won't be happy. And I think I am right, I did it so I am happy. I mean if I stayed with him and I wasn't happy, that wouldn't be good, would it?

I just need to know if i'm right, or if I am actually a horrible person.

I got so bored i re-customized all of my of my stuff, my blog, my pics, my profile, even some of my sig, wow lol i have to say it took longer then i expected, i guess im too picky.

When my ex broke up with my i thought it was not big deal
because it really isnt that much of a big deal, but he was my best friend, and he had been for years, and i just cant stop thinking of him, and i hate it, i want to never think about him, i want him to be dead to me, and it just wont happen, and i hate it so much, because i hate him, he hurt me, and he as done this to other girls, i want to be done with him, but i knew him, and he knew me on a personal level, and i just want him to be my...

So, i got mad and yelled at my ex because he was my best friend and he wanted me to act like nothing happend but i cant do that, i dont know why but i cant, so i told him what i thought of him then me and my friend kicked him out of my group and he hasnt talk to me since, and that kind of makes me happy because i didnt want to be his friend anymore because he hurt me, well that is it