Re-BDSM test after one year of online BDSM
Let's see how things have shifted... right off the bath I can see my bratiness went dooooown, can't say I'm surprised xD I have been tamed 😳
My Submission went up which goes hand and in hand with the above, I actually clearly shifted from wanting to be forced to wanting to surrender and show devotion.
With tests not all changes are relevant, sometimes you just happen to feel like answering the question a bit more strongly than the first time and it doesn't necessarily reflect reality. With that in mind, I don't think my masochism went down, if anything it has grown.
I can agree with the pet part going up, which also goes hand in hand with degradation going up, while they are still far from being my kinks, I opened up a bit to some of these things, something as simple as "good girl" made me cringe in the past cause it was reminiscent of dog training and now it is one of my favorite things to hear, I also recently wore a dog collar.
I think that's it for the actually meaningful changes.
Oh I think my openness to non-monogamy definitely slightly went down as well because in the context of a DS, I discovered a jealous side of myself, when it comes to my Dom.
Results from bdsmtest.org
100% Masochist..........................96% Submissive ↑
91% Brat....................................91% Rope bunny
90% Submissive..........................88% Slave ↑
.................................................82% Masochist
69% Rope bunny
61% Exhibitionist.........................54% Switch
58% Experimentalist....................50% Experimentalist
54% Switch.................................44% Primal (Prey)
45% Primal (Prey)........................42% Brat ↓
38% Non-monogamist..................41% Degradee ↑
.................................................35% Pet ↑
29% Vanilla
21% Voyeur.................................25% Non-monogamist ↓
17% Slave...................................22% Vanilla
10% Degradee.............................13% Exhibitionist
..................................................11% Voyeur
6% Pet
.....................0% Ageplayer
.....................0% Boy/Girl
My Submission went up which goes hand and in hand with the above, I actually clearly shifted from wanting to be forced to wanting to surrender and show devotion.
With tests not all changes are relevant, sometimes you just happen to feel like answering the question a bit more strongly than the first time and it doesn't necessarily reflect reality. With that in mind, I don't think my masochism went down, if anything it has grown.
I can agree with the pet part going up, which also goes hand in hand with degradation going up, while they are still far from being my kinks, I opened up a bit to some of these things, something as simple as "good girl" made me cringe in the past cause it was reminiscent of dog training and now it is one of my favorite things to hear, I also recently wore a dog collar.
I think that's it for the actually meaningful changes.
Oh I think my openness to non-monogamy definitely slightly went down as well because in the context of a DS, I discovered a jealous side of myself, when it comes to my Dom.
Results from bdsmtest.org
100% Masochist..........................96% Submissive ↑
91% Brat....................................91% Rope bunny
90% Submissive..........................88% Slave ↑
.................................................82% Masochist
69% Rope bunny
61% Exhibitionist.........................54% Switch
58% Experimentalist....................50% Experimentalist
54% Switch.................................44% Primal (Prey)
45% Primal (Prey)........................42% Brat ↓
38% Non-monogamist..................41% Degradee ↑
.................................................35% Pet ↑
29% Vanilla
21% Voyeur.................................25% Non-monogamist ↓
17% Slave...................................22% Vanilla
10% Degradee.............................13% Exhibitionist
..................................................11% Voyeur
6% Pet
.....................0% Ageplayer
.....................0% Boy/Girl
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