Getting closer to reaching my 125 accident point limit...
I recently updated my accident point counter and saw that I day 44 points left before I have to go through potty training again. With my point counters resetting at the end of June, and 2 and a half months till then, I'm finding myself become more nervous as I see my counter climb higher.
The hypnosis files and on and off wearing and use of diapers seems to be having an affect on my ability to hold, because I find myself leaking a little into my panties through out the day. Not always enough to count as an accident, but enough for me to wish for my training panties or a diaper.
Today as I was working I noticed that I was leaking and tried to stop it, as I wasn't able to leave my work for the potty. Trying to hold it in didn't work, and I relaxed shortly after tensing, and physically crossing my legs did nothing.
I find myself needing to go to the bathroom more often during the day, and at night it feels like I can't drink before bed or ill have to get up 3 or 5 times to use the restroom. I find myself able to hold for shorter amounts of times compared to even a year ago.
I don't think I'll stop listening to the files or wearing diapers when I can, but I can't help but ask myself the question: hypnosis only works on the willing, so would it be working on my if I really didn't want it?
Most of me hopes that I don't actually cross the line of having to potty train again, but another part of me keeps pushing me farther that I ever thought I'd go.
Feel free to comment, I'd love to hear your thoughts.
The hypnosis files and on and off wearing and use of diapers seems to be having an affect on my ability to hold, because I find myself leaking a little into my panties through out the day. Not always enough to count as an accident, but enough for me to wish for my training panties or a diaper.
Today as I was working I noticed that I was leaking and tried to stop it, as I wasn't able to leave my work for the potty. Trying to hold it in didn't work, and I relaxed shortly after tensing, and physically crossing my legs did nothing.
I find myself needing to go to the bathroom more often during the day, and at night it feels like I can't drink before bed or ill have to get up 3 or 5 times to use the restroom. I find myself able to hold for shorter amounts of times compared to even a year ago.
I don't think I'll stop listening to the files or wearing diapers when I can, but I can't help but ask myself the question: hypnosis only works on the willing, so would it be working on my if I really didn't want it?
Most of me hopes that I don't actually cross the line of having to potty train again, but another part of me keeps pushing me farther that I ever thought I'd go.
Feel free to comment, I'd love to hear your thoughts.
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Quote:I can't help but ask myself the question: hypnosis only works on the willing, so would it be working on my if I really didn't want it?
Anyway, seems like your body knows the answer: a little more every day, it's letting any pretension of being a grown up girl slip away...Posted 05-04-2023 at 03:05 AM by CombedThunderclap