Apologies and a Break for Cian
Posted 04-22-2009 at 07:00 PM by Ciandon
I want to say two things -
1. I got in an argument (if you can call it that) in the chat and I spun out of control, and that I'd like to apologize for. Especially to the people there, and most especially to fork. I was a complete immature dumbass, and for that I'm really sorry.
It does, though, make me wonder about why I'm here, and what I contribute. On one level, I guess I'm a small part of the site, and a veteran in a way. In another, I've not made much content, and I've been an annoying twat without realizing a lot of my time here.
I've reached that point where I can't go back, as I do care about the site, but I can't move forwards, as doing that somewhat destroys the little I have done. As such, I'm taking a couple days off. I'll be back by the weekend (but I'm not sure that I'll be missed).
2. I wanted to just for a moment talk about the chat - although I was being annoying and immature, when I finally shut up and sent a 4-line apology, there was a message reading "tl;dr". It pissed me off, I left the chat, and I came here. It's really what drove me to write this blog, because even if I can expect a "tl;dr" from those who I apologize to, I can't say I didn't try to make amends.
So to those few who will miss the little I contribute for these couple days, au revoir. To those I've fought with and angered, I'm sorry. To those to whom the damage is irrevocably done, there's not much I can say, beyond an apology and some hope.
1. I got in an argument (if you can call it that) in the chat and I spun out of control, and that I'd like to apologize for. Especially to the people there, and most especially to fork. I was a complete immature dumbass, and for that I'm really sorry.
It does, though, make me wonder about why I'm here, and what I contribute. On one level, I guess I'm a small part of the site, and a veteran in a way. In another, I've not made much content, and I've been an annoying twat without realizing a lot of my time here.
I've reached that point where I can't go back, as I do care about the site, but I can't move forwards, as doing that somewhat destroys the little I have done. As such, I'm taking a couple days off. I'll be back by the weekend (but I'm not sure that I'll be missed).
2. I wanted to just for a moment talk about the chat - although I was being annoying and immature, when I finally shut up and sent a 4-line apology, there was a message reading "tl;dr". It pissed me off, I left the chat, and I came here. It's really what drove me to write this blog, because even if I can expect a "tl;dr" from those who I apologize to, I can't say I didn't try to make amends.
So to those few who will miss the little I contribute for these couple days, au revoir. To those I've fought with and angered, I'm sorry. To those to whom the damage is irrevocably done, there's not much I can say, beyond an apology and some hope.
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