So.. this is hard to do and say, but giving in to my better judgement I must put my activity here on hold. My reasoning for this is for the sake of my mental health. Over the past month I have tried to kill myself twice, and have been depressed to a point I have never experienced before, even though I've been diagnosed with chronic depression for the better part of the last decade. After a recent mental breakdown in the past week, I've been forced to reevaluate my well being, and as a result, I don't...

Likes: Humiliation, gags, exhibitionism, control, hidden/under clothes, pain, bondage, body writing, plugs, needing permission (bathroom, eat, drink, anything), strict rules, objectification

Limits: Blood, permanent, diaper, scat, family/friends, findom, messy
Additionally, I don't live alone, I'm either living with roommates(college) or family(home on break), so anything must be discrete enough to hide from them without significant risk

Here is where I'll keep track of my debt to the Spank Bank, and how many spanks I have left in the Spanked and Denied by Boys thread:

Denied:
Each ass cheek = 500
Each nipple =300
Each inner thigh=1000
Each foot sole=200
Each ball while tied=800
Cock shaft=1987
And cock head=1500

Spank Bank (accrues 20% interest each day):
RAC: 41,806
LAC: 35,834
Face: 32,847

List of rules I'm currently under
- Must wear a plug in my ass for 3 hours a day
- Denied permission to cum until May 30th
- Must edge 15 times when I get up, around lunch, and before bed
- 4 of 7 showers a week must be cold showers, I can choose which ones are which
- Must write a daily report at 11pm on my calendar thread
- Must be awake at no later than 11am
- In order to watch porn, must have something in my ass and be gagged

Post new rules to...

http://teamup.com/ks9d42cdbc635e4749/#/
Rules:
- Anything in blue is a commitment I have, I can not promise to be able to do anything during these times.
- Anything in orange is a part of a daily routine to be done. These may be subject to change from punishments/rules added. New routines may be added.
- Anything added in pink is a task that must be completed.
- Anything in green is a new rule to be followed, add it along the top of the calendar for the duration it...