I want to be stripped. I want to have all privileges taken away. No furniture, no hot water when taking a shower, no cold water to drink, no computer/internet/tablet/tv/books/entertainment of any sort. No clothes, with the exception of underwear with the harshest wedgie I could give myself. And of course, absolutely no cumming, or even edging.

Along with this, every restroom break would have to be earned with at least 15 minutes of kneeling prior to using it.

With the...

Two weeks ago, after a really horrible day, I decided that I was going to cancel Christmas. Now, for some, this may seem like it really was just an exaggeration, or that it isn't a big deal, but for me, it really is a big deal to say something like that.

Christmas for me is a big deal. I start my Christmas shopping in September, my tree goes up on November 12, I buy and make gifts for everybody, my mom and I spend an entire weekend baking right before Christmas, I start listening to Christmas...

CHRISTMAS GREETINGS

Merry Christmas to everyone on this wonderful site, especially those I get to speak to regularly. This year has been a tough one for me moving into a new job role that quickly turned to hell as the pressure to deliver projects on time increased and resulted with my eventual collapse through exhaustion.

Since that calmed down and I've been back to the site I've forged some new friendships with some truely remarkable people and I want to say a few words...

Well today is a very special day …

Three months ago, I somehow convinced a very special monkey to get tangled in my net and submit to both Asslvr and I. We started with just an edge bank, but it later turned into a whole lot more.

It sure has been an adventure.

The last three months have been quite a learning experience for all three of us.

I agree,...

New York was an interesting adventure in many ways. Decided that I needed change in my life and am now back in the Bay Area.

If anyone wants to meet up or something I would love to hang out.

I am back from my break and ready to continue talking about facing my fears and pushing my limits. Let's get started, shall we?

I have never thought myself to be attractive or sexy. I am overweight and have been told all my life that I am fat, ugly, etc. I have really bad self esteem and self confidence, and so when it comes to getting naked in front of somebody, I do everything I can to stall or prevent it from happening.

Even on our first two trips together, I was too...

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