No one will talk to me and everything i touch turns to shit
Posted 10-19-2008 at 04:06 PM by Collared_Slave
I guess no one cares about me and thats why it always goes quiet when i enter a chatroom or any convosation with anyone.
I cant blame you for hating me- in fact its probably the only thing i deserve, apart from death.
I keep hurting those around me and nothing that i make ever works- it always sucks.
So to wrap things up. Im sorry.
Im sorry that you wasted your time reading this blog. Im sorry that you probally read some of my posts. and Im sorry that i ever existed.
I cant blame you for hating me- in fact its probably the only thing i deserve, apart from death.
I keep hurting those around me and nothing that i make ever works- it always sucks.
So to wrap things up. Im sorry.
Im sorry that you wasted your time reading this blog. Im sorry that you probally read some of my posts. and Im sorry that i ever existed.
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I'm sorry to disagree with you, but I value the conversations we've had, even if they have been few.
I don't know about the chatroom but it does the same to me. For a chat room, there doesn't seem to be a lot of chat every time I log on.
Don't stop existing on my account.
And I am still eager to work on the TorD program setting up the lists, if we can manage a procedure.
your 'interesting' friendPosted 10-19-2008 at 04:28 PM by interesting -
Posted 10-19-2008 at 05:21 PM by Dare861 -
Posted 10-19-2008 at 08:22 PM by tilly07 -
You know bro...even if every person hated you in the world
every single one of them...theres one person who loves you more than you can imagine
and you know...this sounds like one of those cheesy religious posts about how no matter what God loves you..blah blah blah
guess what??...IT IS!
just think of it this way...people have had tougher times in life than you have had...and you know what
they survived....some of the tough ones prospered....you young
your healthy....your smart....don't give up yet
Jesus saved me...when I felt like you
pick up a bible...talk to an adult....do something...but dont let these thoughts stew around in your brain
you need someone to talk to...i won't go silent when you enter the room...promisePosted 10-19-2008 at 10:42 PM by saintcmj13 -
Posted 10-19-2008 at 11:14 PM by LilAngel -
Posted 10-20-2008 at 05:06 AM by Zeromus -
Posted 10-21-2008 at 09:18 PM by Krystal
Updated 10-21-2008 at 09:33 PM by Krystal -
Well, I don't know you and I've only seen some of your posts, as I'm pretty new here... but it doesn't seem like you're very hated.
"I don't know about the chatroom but it does the same to me. For a chat room, there doesn't seem to be a lot of chat every time I log on."
I've only gone in chat once. But I stayed in for a while. There was another user who logged out the same minute and second I logged in. It was just me for a while then some guy came and we had a worthless, pointless, and boring convo. Chat is no fun, and it seems inactive. So I wouldn't worry about that if I were you.
"and you know...this sounds like one of those cheesy religious posts about how no matter what God loves you..blah blah blah
guess what??...IT IS!"
And now I'M sorry, that you had to deal with that comment.
I hope you feel better soon.Posted 10-29-2008 at 01:40 AM by slavemichi -
Posted 04-19-2009 at 08:59 PM by crystal